-just 'a' random thoughts-

Sunday, November 23, 2008


my foods is here!!!~

tt's FASTTTT!~ =))))

.

i'm so hungry now!!~
till the extend i think i got butter fingers!!!~

typing is hard for me now. :s

mac mac. come fast pleaseeee....

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Saturday, November 15, 2008

lonh long post.

thurs. 13.11.08

ntuc function.
nth much..
still the same. i'm rustttyyy...
hasnt being working for quite some time and everything i do is so no confidence.. :s
pluss.. i guess i got stm too. i cant remb who is who and who wants what.. arhhh...
not good... =[
but..
after the event some of the guest did thanks mi.
which is rather surprising for mi.
hahahhaa. cos i dun feel that i did tt well and i even tot that i will kanna complain instead.
but they really had a wide wide varities of drinks!!~
some red, some white, some warm, some coke, some sprite. =x
i know i can do better. my speed have being much much slower and is only 3 tables and and is with elton yee still...


not good... =[
hmmmm...
as usual eileen and may is still so diao...
nvm~ look at the other side, i got to learn a new thing.
how to set a chinese table setting... thanks kor for teaching. =)

and and, lastly.. is the day tt helps to fulfill one of my wish..
i got to release a whole lots of ballons!!!~ those can fly de wor.
wahahahhaah~~!
okie. cos i oso dunno why this ntuc function will have ballons hanging everywhere so when everything done we got to clear them off..
so we decide to let it fly high high...
and and the person that let go is mi!!!!!
actually is i took it off frm cathy...
hahahahhaa.
nice seeing them "flying" away~

guess this will oso be the last time i'm gg to help se le bah.
cos my kor is gg to resign.
smth to be glad actually...
they cant pay the staff and so, dun expect them to go for work thn...
hardly, anyone can tahan for no pay for so many mths or delay...

SE, a place whr alots alots alots of things happen.
whenever i go.. no matter to which restn, memorise just pop out...
good or bad??
hmm. i dunno.
guess is both. =)

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14.11.08 Fri
A day that is out of my PLAN!~
i was too tire and my legs aches!!~
i cant force myself to wake up to go sch. so i decided to ponnn.
since i still have my "leave" to do so...
butttt...
at ard 7plusss. my dad just came into my room and yell at me asking me wake up to go sch!!!~
omg~!
i'm already late... and i really dun have the feel to go sch!!~
i cant stay at hm or cont to slp.
cos his face was so dame black. no point of me staying at hm~
so i decided to go out.
bath for like half an hour???
fall aslp for the first few minutes in thr..
next thinking hard where shld i go!!~
a place whr i can SLEEP~~!
from tt little window at my toliet, i can see sun!!~
so arhhhmmm.. i can go suntan!!~.
i onli need to pay for the admission ticket cos i'm just gg to the few traffic away my hse swimming complex. and i get to tan and SLEEP!~ so i just have to tan for 4-5hrs and go hm. where my dad is already off to work. wheee. nt tt baddd.
once i bath. dunno spend millions of minutes in my room i guess.
by the time i'm ready is already 9 plus..
wating for the time to past as i dun wan to go out sooo early!!~
i left hse at ard 10.. so i onli need to spend abt 4 hours??
but it didnt end up as what i wanted to be!!!~
there's dunno what sport event holding at the complex.
sianx. and i can hear thunder too tot the sun is shining bright.! =/
so i got to change my plan as no point of mi gg over.. it's so nosiyyyy....
took a bus out to the interchange. and is so the...
i dunno is gd or bad. i took tt 179 is empty de. i'm the onli passenger in there. omg!~
there is goes and started my bus journey for the day.
tot of gg to je libaray to find books to read to pass time.
cos i didnt bring my adapter so i cant use my laptop..
why do i need it if i'm gg for a tan.. grrrr.
but i was just too tire to wake up and i just fall aslp all the way on the bus. hahaha. cos at least i know whr the bus is heading too. woke up and realised im real far... time to think whr i shld really head tooo... alight at one of the bus stop.
my strategy: which bus come first i will board it.. but. haha. i give up. so i tot of gg bugis to pray pray. since i hasnt being to pray for quite some time...
took the bus that i tot i will there.. =s
YES!!!~
i didnt manage to get there...
cos.. the bus route has change... too long didnt take tt bus le..
so in short, i took the wrg bus and i lost my way~~!!!! =[
i really dunno whr the bus is gg tooo...
i dun dare to alight as the place is near little india thr de..
grrrr. is too scary tot is bright morining....
took a little nap and when i woke up..
i found tt i actually near or at a place whr i most and wont want to go to..
is.. yarrr. hiaxxxx...
WHY!!!???
it's sooo. and yarrr. it's really gg to terminate at thr....
once i alight. i just wish to find a hole to hide.
thr's so many "what if" in my mind.
and this bus journay is abt 1 hrs plus... =<>arhhh. is real longgg. but, at least i can slp in thr.
by the time is already 2 plus to 3.
time to go hm. hahaha.
as the bus pass by chinatown tt dim sum restn.. it reminds mi of char siew pauss!!!!
i'm hungry...
took the train back this time round as it raining cat and dogs at west area... i cant walk anywhrrr..
speed off to get my pau as i'm real hungry...
too 179 again to go hm. this round i took one big round. as to waste alittle more time as my dad might might still be at hm as it's raining..
but he wasnt at hm.
so tt's how i spend my day of taking buses continually.. and is the first first time...
cant imagine i just take bus for 4-5 hrs. hah.
but. it's nt tt bad. hahaha. at least i get to slp and see new road...
=)
for tt little moment, i did wish tt if if.. someone was thr wasnt it gd...

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15.11.08
burst!!~
okie. i got my wrg too. but. it's just too too over!!~
we just need tt space to cool and calm down..
i dunno what i'm doing now is right or wrg.
we just need tt space..
dad dog AND I.

for tt little moment. once again. if. if. someone was thr. wasnt it good...
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STUPID ANTS IS CRAWLING ARD MY ARMS AND LEGS AGAIN!!!!!~

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Bling BLing

X'mas is coming...~!
hoho.



Went town this tues and realised that they had started with all the deco.
so fast. It's christmas again..~~!
How will my this chirstmas will be like.
I wonder..
Had my fav frog prorridge.
wahaha.
this time round is at chinatown.
but i still prefer the one at gaylang. =)
Went to meet kor friends as i'm tgth with mich..
no choice. =(
a werid k session i got to say.
cos i had to sing with ppl i totally dunno and at our first meeting.
weird and yar. weird.
nevertheless. nice ppl. =)
they left early and the 3 of us like singing old songs???
hahaha.
cos is mich and my kor.!~ =x
oppps.

Saturday, November 08, 2008

photos.

-Sentosa day.-

The peacoak that we saw everwhr. even on the trees.!
Too much photos too little time!!~.

-Hamsters.-


My ham ham foods just looks like toys/sweets..


-DXo-
-DBLO-




I just dunno why i keeping thinkin tt it is dxo.
-.-"
it's dblo!!!~

-Fliming days...-


ar ber!~ mun at the back.


Thanks guys!~=))
Fliming at my hse.


Thanks "twins" brother. =))

After which...
-play time.- while waiting for ang and crew and dinner.



ber in hola hoppp...

Mun Q Q hair.... ber make it. **nice nice**

-Hair style.-



short--> Long--> curl.

Friday, November 07, 2008

movie.


connected is a nice show~!

4.5 stars ****/*


is a slack day.
finish the wksht by the first meeting.
second meeting on th ppt.
and next~!
CONNECTED.
gu tian le is so0o0o ..
wahaha..
oh no oh no.
i haven study HR ut!!...
=(

Saturday, November 01, 2008

:}

《一切完美》
a show that really not to be miss.it's just kind of an emotional show i guess. letting me to give more thoughts. =/spare some time for this song.it's real nice... atleast to me!~


Perfect cut

你没想像中爱我 - 《一切完美》片尾曲
词:石欣卉 曲:So Million 制作:曾偉祺 演唱:石欣卉


你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我 不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂 该拿什么安慰 我的 难受
你的存在让我更 寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我 不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱 感觉到什么
不爱我 别再说 假装爱 那是撒盐在伤口
啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂 不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~你没想像中爱我

suddenly i feel a sudden stress.
when everything pop out.
more qns arise..

fyp hates~!

why everyones timing is so diff.
free or not???

Friday, October 31, 2008

:

who wants to act????

={

tired~!

Rest is all i need.
i'm being playing too hard i guess~!
hahaha.
didnt expect the flimming to be so tiring.
for one single shot, it took us like soo long lar.
thr's still sooo many waiting for us to complete!~
and for my scence, it being cut,cut and CUT!!!~
grrr. hope it's okie. =s
thx everyone tt had help during the past few week, more to gooo..
feel so bad asking them to travel all the way and also joo for the last min help while he had his own fyp to do too.
=x

---
nice meeting up with friends~!
sentosa trip was funnnn.
dblo was nt too bad.
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Monday, October 27, 2008

newnew.

Happy Deepavali!~
Musafa center.
Whooo. it's really a place full of anythings!!~
finally i get to go to tt place.
tot is at a very very late hours.
interesting.~!
hahaha.
we didnt get lost..
haha.~
maybe perhaps i will go thr one day again.
i didnt get to find my casio GOLD watch.
hahaha.
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fyp.
fyp getting no direction again!~
=(((
seems that the equipments cant be loan.
we request it too late. =((
can we finish it on TIME???
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Saturday, October 25, 2008

cut'ed hair..

ven&cin.
the first photos we took went we reached the chalet.
=)

photos at joo's celebration will be uploaded real soon.
waiting for cin photos~~!

---
new blog song added.
-越爱越难过-
was waiting for vin and cin to come fetch mi to joo party and..
tadah.
window shooping at jp after i cutted my hair with mich.
went in one gift shop and heard this song.
browse here and thr just to finish listenin to it.
=x
nice ~!

Friday, October 24, 2008

:{

fyp fyp fyp!!~
i hate FYP!!!!!!

sitting here waiting for ber, angie, mun to finish there ut is nt good..
=(
my butt hurts!!~
=x

gg for my fyp meeting soon...
scary and evil.
my holi will be cover full with fyp: fliming.
and i haven get to find a guy to act for mi!!!~
grrrr...~!
guys are not as sup. thn gals..
hiax.

i'm tired!~
cough is not getting any better.
=((
one week.

sitting here for 1 hr plus and i haven finish my rj!!~
=xxxx

Friday, October 17, 2008

=(

sick~!

i catch a cold...!!~
fever and running nose is killing mi.
after panadol and blanket slp, it makes me feel better.
guess i ate too much chocolates. =x
and... corn!~
hahx.

i'm sick. =(
hope tt i will recover by tml or even later!!!
i wanna to eat frog porridge (later) and earn extra CASH. (tml)!~.

if u will here..

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

**glad**

i'm so happy..
i'm so glad..

it's really not as easy as i tot it will be.
but..
it's does pay off.
whee~

buy pls buy pls!!~~~

it's our first comment!!!!!

^o^

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

doggy.

Tiao can swim!~



Tiao new friend.
owner at the back enjoyin their lunch..

the day we prawn.

Friday, October 10, 2008

back.back.

finally!~
my 2.8kg laptop is back.
camping at acer center for a week and finally is back..
is now so empty and outdated!~
=(

wed. 081008
nice outing with mich and tiao!~
sentosa~
tiao can swim and he found a new friend!!~
he is way too big to play with him.
hahahha
went back to olive as is the cheapest place where we can dine in with pet.
and...of course, kor is thr and tiao get to play wif all the jie jie!
***he just love dandan jie.***
hah.

finally~~!!
i got to eat my long long long caving...

CREME BRULEE.!~

yummy..~
LOVE much...

nice pizza, nice pasta, nice bruschetta, nice tea, nice drink.
=))

buttt..
bad mosquito!!~
my both legs are full of dots lar.
grrr..
=((
itchy!~.




-olive-
1: tiao was attempting to eat tt cherry tt was on the table while i was taking tt photo. -.-
ttupid dogggg~! hah.

----random---

-cool rhino-
i brought this bottle drink a few weeks back wif kath....
crazy both us even tot that it was a flavor sprinkling drink.
butt.
it's not. it's just normal plain water!~
it even cause us $1.80??
it's only 220ml & it's real hard to open...
buttt. aniway..
nice bottle.
it's plastic!~
=)

Saturday, October 04, 2008

all gone.

my 2 and a half year laptop really die off~!
i got to reformat...
the HDD just crush and i cant even do any backup.
arh~!
i got to re-do my script for my fyp!~
=(((

NOT ANY FUN.

woke up real early. 5am
to loan this tablet that i wanted to.
but i never expect that it's nt even 8am, there was already a dragon Q waiting for mi.
grr. =(
so dame sickening ~.
but, at least there still enough tablet to go round.but i still get a spoil one where that the pen is somehow spoil whereby i cant click using just the pen. =((
but never the less, i enjoy drewing, poking at the screen.
haha~!

---
2 parties coming this week which actually i dun really feel like gg. =x
but in the end i still went. learnt alittle of pool at tiff hse. i just really look so stupid de lar.
hahaha.
got to practice more i guess.
guess i will be gg over ltr too to the nxt one.
hopefully is really "no ppl".
hah.
i nt i will really feel dame bore and weird lar.
=s
at least i know tt tt his is nt thr. at least, i will not feel even weird!~
ants had being crawling ard my body!!!!~~~
more and more ants are at my hse.... esp: sofa.
i HATE ants!

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

milk milk milk

i recieved a mail from reb regarding the china milk products..
is a list for Stores that have been asked by AVA Singapore to remove them.

  1. M&M
  2. Snickers
  3. Mento’s Yoghurt Bottle
  4. Dove Chocolate
  5. Oreo Wafer Sticks
  6. Dutchlady Sterilised Milk
  7. Wall’s all natural mango
  8. Mini Poppers Ice Cream
  9. Magnum Ice Cream
  10. Moo Sandwich Ice Cream
  11. Mini Cornetto
  12. Youcan Ice Cream
omg~!.
recently i guess i had add some of the product.. within this year~!!.

M&M and snickers, fews months back.
Mento's yoghurt bottle: but mine is mento's yoghurt stick last month??
dove chocolte: last year..

arhhhh~!
i had being complaining that these few weeks i had being experiencing that when i woke up, i feel a pain at both side of my lower back.. which which..i suspect it might be my kidney thats hurt~!!.
:/

omg~!.
how can they be so evil..
if i die.
u will know whyyy..

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

hot hot.

I'm falling sick soon~!!.



weather is getting warmer and warmer..

and i'm getting heat'er and heat'er...

last week my gum got infected that i even tot that i'm growing wisdom tooth as it is actually on the same spot it is.

this week..today~.
my left iner coner eyes hurt!. even when i blink...
it isnt red or so.. but it's just hurt...
i just got a feeling that i'm falling sick soon.
my throat kinda of dry and hurt..
=((

save mi~!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

=D


I got a new travel destination!!!~~
I want go TURKEY~!
hahaha~!.

b'c0s of the TURKISH TREE HOUSE...
If i'm not wrong it's somewhr in the Olympos (Olimpos, Olympus).

Thursday, September 18, 2008

=)

933 have nice songs!~
get to know these 2 songs frm the morining fm..
kinda new for mi.
=x
i will learn to start to understand.
it does makes sense and i know yarrr.
but..
now, i will still stand at a girl point of view.
afterall, im still a girl.
who will lose some sense..
=s

maybe, prehaps, one will get to understand the girl(mine)point of view and i could undestand his point of view and alot of things will just go smooth.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

=]

few hours later..

felt better after tatatata everything dwn.
when for my fyp meeting tt cost me like 40?
whenever im nt ok, i will think of cabby uncle.
cos once i actually cried all the way hm in a cab i guess.
i dun have to face anyone..
and i got trees and clouds to see.

I really felt much much better.
what wrote earier on is just ventin of my anger...
afterall, it's being so long back and when i realised it, it's already too late.

how i wish i wasnt tt soft in so sense..
if i could be stronger.. everything will be different. i wun be tt hurt too.
more for mi to learn and get over.

.184

好希望这一切都是恶梦。
醒来时我还是一年半前的那个我。
什莫也没发生。我也没收到那某大的伤害。
他对我作出的伤,我一点也不想带着。
每一个记忆都只会让我想起他是这某伤害我的。
我对他的利用价值,没有了。
成功的骗了我,也骗了每一个人。
我都某想相信你,可是你始终都不肯承认。
反而,还怪我。
一句对不起也没有。
你也可以假装没事。
让我知道了,听到了,看到了。
你和她的网上日记谁然以删掉了。
可是,好死不死,我却看到了。
我不想知道。也不想看到。
因为我一直都相信这你说的。
我不在意过去反正都过了。可是,要是我知道得原来是个谎言,
那某我宁愿,甚至,我不知道还来的好。
因为它再也不是个过去,而以变成了一个谎言。
也许,也好。
把我从你游戏里杀了吧。
你以成功了。。。
你曾经很爱那个她,也伤害了一个她,或者还有更多的她。。
我想我也和她们没什莫两样吧。。
当我以为是我对你不够好。
是我不对的时候,
原来,我错是错在,我太相信你了。
就像是你所认为的。
错都是我。你一点都没有。
你这种人是不会懂得什某是爱。。
最基本的坦诚你都没有。
下一个她要小心啊。。。

Monday, September 15, 2008

i'm totally not in any mood.
i guess i break down again.
blame on my itchy hand then...
i just found more then i tot it will be.
imjustafoolafterall.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

random.

Hospi & Retail Friday.


Lesson 1:
when eee meet acer...
omg!!~
my dearest team mate who was sitting besite me is using the eee lar..
hiax. see the diifff!!!~~~
is really the big meet the small.
so0o0o ENVY!!!
how i wish i have one too~~.. *blink blink*

Lesson 2:
Drawing lesson~! =x
It's such a dry topic that is worst thn last week..
=((
really didnt expect that to be so.
i almost doze off!. =xx
but nevertheless..
i got a nice team!
=)
was playing wif the tablet that sikin had loan frm the helpdesk..
it's FUN~~!!.
wahaha...
i drew these 2 pic with tt pen...
wahahaha~ so fun.
Sha join in the fun and sign off her name in it. (my dearest team mate who uses the eee)

HR


Lesson 1:
I dont know much of them..
=(
enery booster of the day!.
A new flavor i guess.
it's SWEET..
afterall..
it a sweet.
hah.
for my grade. i didnt expect that i will get a A.
**glad glad**=)


MIS
Lesson 1:
2 men show~!
it's the first day and ...
in my team is only mian fang and ..ME!!!
but.
we manage to figuer and get a good grade.
*well done* =)

Banking
Lesson 1:
call myslef lucky or so...
i got that..that...
hiax.
it's a SAD story...
he might be evil but his grading wasnt that bad...
another 13 more lessson of him and us to gooo0o0o.

----~~-----


I got nth to go at one of the weekend and ..
wahahaa..
i got to say this is the best that i had tried to drew on my nails!~~
it's NICE!~
haaaax.
more improvement needed!!!~~~.


hahaha~~.
I'm present for all these 2 weeks!~
i'm proud of it man.
i wasnt late! hah~!.
daily grades was more thn i excepted that i will get. LOVE it!.

i got to hang on thr..
with full attendance, i will onli need to attend just like abt 3-4 more months of lessons!!
and thn self declare holidays!!!~
whooo~!.

------~~-----
stay up/bloated.
meet up with the guys and my little gal.
=)
nice nice. nice chatting with her.
and april get to open up more too.
=))
and and...
i learnt a new game!
cheating & counting of the dices??
wahaha.
i got to be proud i have to say.
tt day is the day where i drank 5-6 glassess...
and ..
i didnt puke.
=D
i just felt bloated!!~~
very~~!!.
the cab uncle driving wasnt tt bad too~!.

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why do life have so many decision to made.
hmmm..
i just wonder..
i just dont like..

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

---"

First of school!!!1
it's only the firstttt weeeek...
=((

tired!~

Saturday, August 30, 2008

=)

aniway, unhappy aside.
photos to post!
wahahaha.
1st tried!

Prawning~~
it's fun and... FUN.
I wan to prawn more more.
my first catch was a big big one...
but...hah~
bringing tiao thr wasnt a mistake...
it make it more fun yar.
hahaha.
nice outing!
Ice-cream stick hse~
I was just too too free.
and.
...here's the new hse for my hamster...
hahaha.
Firework o'8
hmmm...
holi ending very very very soon...
one more day left~
sob!!
i wan more more...
lot lot haven do yettt...
school days is coming back soonnn.
=(
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hmm. didnt hear from u quite sometime, hopefully everythings is well.
busy'in with friend, tuitions and work. safe~
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unfair. =( hump!

it is unfair!

okie. i got to admit that yarrr, for our project is nt tt wonderful or can score wonder wonder well...but..

okie okie...
i just feel tt it is abit unfairly mark!
as...
our dear supervior, hasnt even read our weekly log and meeting min de!!!!
even the most important log, on the last self evaluation!
how can he be so bu fu zhe ren sia.
so how can i know tt grade was really the grade tt we should get!!
omg omg!

how in the world can thr be.....

haix. all i can say is, good luck to the next team tt got his "project" =/

his ideas are gggoooooodddd lotttt offf helppppiiinnngg de arrrhhhh.....

Friday, August 29, 2008

class timetable is OUT!

grrrr..
guess i gonna have a hard time!

i dunn0 most of the ppl.....
plus!
i got 4 different classes....
-.-

i dead!

phone.less.

phone spoil.
phone spoil.

=((((

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Results.

bad bad results.

at least gpa is nt as bad as i tot it will be...
phew~

buttt...
fyp is real bad as wad i had tot!!!!

arhhh...
we got a choice to re-work anot..
yea. tt's how bad it is.
real hate that fatty lar.
earning tt extra cash for dunn0 wad shittt... so dame bu fu zhe ren de lor.
hiax.

at least at least.
my fyp 2 seem ok so far...
phew~~
pray and hope... it all goes well thr out!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

ELEPHANT and the mouse/ant.

I LOVE HORTON!!




just finish watching this movie which i wanted to very very long ago!!!
hahha.
nice movie! =)
tot i know is rather or is very cantoon!!
LOL

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headach headach is BACK!!!.
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Thursday, August 07, 2008

=(

a bath will make mi feel better.

.

headach.headach.headach!!!

having sudden headach, even at night!

=(((
s0b!

Monday, August 04, 2008

sch.boring!

holi holi!!!~~
one more week!!~~
yuppiiii!

mon.tue.thurs.mon.NO MORE!!!!
=)))))

got to score a A for tml class and ...tahan~i dun need to go to sch the nxt tue!
but i guess is real hard to get de lar. -.-


is a junk foods day for mi!!
=s

early in the morining --n0w--
i'm eating a strawberry cake!!!
arhhhhh~~~~

Sunday, August 03, 2008

.

what am i think'in again...

=((

got a weird weird dream.
it's seem to tell mi smth.
smth i dun wish to face...

will thr be a next time???
meetup.

how i wish i knoe what i want.