...

i'm lost again.
playing with my own thoughts again.
hah.
yar.
我又在撰牛角尖了。
i really dunno.
so i be happy or?
i dun deny, it actually give me a tiny mini hope( =] ), but at the sametime, it's oso add on to tt saddness( =[ )...
cos, somehow i feel that the "concern" he had given to mi is just the feeling of gulitness.


it's seems tt, thr's rather quite a number of times tt i had decided to pull this relationship back. but. he just so simply stop mi to. mi, myself, do actually dun haf the courage to ask him to reconsider. my courage and confidence is actually falling days by days. is thr any more things tt i could say. i dunno. somehow, i just feel tt the more i had said it's just not helping him to understand or so called build his confidence but adding on to his gulitness. he said nth ,done nth.
and even is 'n0 reaction' /feeling to it.
so, i guess, i got/ know the answers.