call me -'v'-

-just 'a' random thoughts-

Monday, June 04, 2012

Weather killing me!

天气闷热的宁我想睡也不能睡。 确让我想起了你。。。 最近无意从朋友口中听到你的名字, 不仅让我又想起心底种种的回忆。 ---- 希望你一切都好。 "还是要幸福喔!" Ps: Sorry.

Monday, January 09, 2012

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哭一哭应该就没事了吧。。。

真的累了。
压力逼的喘不够气。

我只想要一个 '自己' 的空间,真的那么难吗?

叹!

Monday, December 05, 2011

TGIF?!?!?!

super tire...
but there's seems to be so many things i have yet to complete or done. just dont feel like closing my eyes and then wake up is time to go for work AGAIN! :'(
another week..
weekend not enough!!!

-gosh. last night I actually dreamt of uhem. it turn out to be a scary one though. but in the end still make me feel so 内疚 Aiyah.
just realize there's actually quite a number of people DOB is around this corner. but I simply store bf birth date in my brain and I had forgotten the rest. sorry lar! memorises falling off.. lol.!

loving is not easy.
accepting each others faults is even harder.
its take alot of communicating : arguments.
learn to care. learn to understand.
你对我的好,我都放在心里。
here I am missing you...
想你∙•∙

ps: cramps acting up again! I want take MC!!!
unfortunately I only left with 3 days.... *CRYsss*

Friday, June 03, 2011

mood for jot.

i'm in the mood to blog today~! whee whee. 8)
just that i dont know what to write, actually.

nothing really much change.
things are still the same.
same job. same life..

still with the same thoughts of changing a new job and a new environment.
hate to admit i dont like changes. thats why im still there..stuck with that old place that i dont really wants. for 2years..yar. its 2years.
but i really need to leave. for a better prospect. i had learnt what i need. i have gain more than i had thought of. time to move on.. time to learn more..
for the goodness of the money. i'll stick with it or a few more months.
舍不得,可是真的累了。。

anyway, topping up some spice and sweetness,
I'm gonna for holiday 'again' soon!!!
batam! bangkok! IM COMING!
JULY come fast please..
how i hope that now is july3rd and not june3rd. =(

boyfriend change his job, lesser meeting up. practically is just once a week. good or bad, hard to say. 也许也是好的呢?...we will get to appreciate each other more..

time to sleep time to sleep..
having insomnia i guess thats what it called.
im super tire. eyes are closing yet mind are running like in a race...
zzZzZzzzZ

good rest!

*seriously i didnt expect anyone will read! thanks for comments and deeply appreciated it! with loves!
^-^

Friday, March 04, 2011

0.0 it's still alive!

Hahaha! It's still alive! It's seems like years I hasnt post any thing. Practically I had actually forgotten my own blog link & futhermore the template is in a mess!. Hah. :S

anyway just a short update update post! :)

Yar!! I'm still working at that same old place. Nothing seems to be better. 走的走了。it's Only left with that few..or I should say the auntiessss As usual of the tiring and sickening life. But still have to be blissful with those nice, super nice people. They can really makes my day. :D
Time for a new job. But what should I do??? Millions of question marks flooding ..

I know.. Studies is out of the question. So so so so.. -想想想-

Last last last..I'm in love anyway. Not the perfect guy nor the best. It's being a year and I know we are still trying to work things out.
Hopefully will be in a good way. To be frank, I don't know... :x time will bring us to an answers..

Alright. Gotten sleep. Nightmare coming this whole month!!!!
Plus my 2 littles one are giving me headaches! Nightmares! Madness! Toooooo!.!.!.

Monday, January 11, 2010

whole lot of shits

I hate my job to the core core core..!!!!~
whenever i had to run this out-of-no-where clinic.
hell lots of pts from morning all the way till noon.
hell lots of complains and complains. nothing but complains.
i had to apologise for nothing???!!
things which is not my fault at all.
things which are no in my control.
be nice im at fault!
be evil im at fault!!
u are early im at fault!!!
u are late im at fault!!!
for god sake.
it really hell!!!!
people are just "xu wei"!
outside tt door, questions and shout madly.
inside tt room, talk and speak like a mouse!
wth~!
i just feel like crying out~!
shout out loud~!

why cant they just "jiang xin bi xin".

i hate my job!!! roarrrrr!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

thinking thinking thinking.

why wasnt i born earlier??? =(((

crush crush crush!


in a huge dilemma. i wanna to run yet once i run i will miss, think, ponder..
ahhhhh. crushcrushcrush.