morning...

here i am, listenin to the first bus passed by....
yawn***
time to got to bed...
slpin 14 hrs for the previous nite is nt goin to be any gd...hah~
jus can't stop watchin goong...hahaha..
it's seems to make mi more and more awake...hahaha
can't image tt i still need to work in the afternoon...
**fall dead** hah~
anyway...
better get to bed soon...
b4.... dad wakes up...hahaha~

ps: almost being killed ystd....
((dad bathrm ceiling glass light cover....))

--0ooOo0oOoo--

kapo frm cheryl blog....wahhaaa...

nice mv...very the gan ren le!!!!

T.T

die die...
i think i'm goin to fail my ut again le...sainx..
both ut is conducted by her de...
keep askin mi to try the ut key...makes mi waste soooo many time on it and in the end, i onli manage to do 2-3 qns...sob~~~

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help!!!
i being in the same grp as him again...
hiax...
4 times a week...
boom...*bang my head onto the wall*

cold~~~

(tis is a real total waste of my time...as i'm bloggin it all over again..due to error on dunno wad tt it doesnt save...arh!!!! make it short and simple...) tue post..
arh~~think tt i'm goin to catch a cold soon le...
havin a minor sore throat...woke up tis morning and there i goes, arhchoo....hiax...sinx ar...hmm..wif some dry cough too i think...

ut again for tml..
sinax ar...
got to read up abit more...
is math...say the truth, i dun really understand the qns ask...as such, i dunno which function to use in the excel..arh~~~
better got to read up more 6ppt amd presentation on it...sianx..
i have almost forget all abt last sem or tis sem thingy le la...

---vivo city---


(those tiny little dots are ppl!!)

went over to vivo city today...
hmm...nt too bad la..a rather big mall wif all the shops in tere...
lotx lotx of ppl ya...tt's makes mi so the blur..anyway, it a public holi...
most of the shop are under renovation as such nth much to shop too...as too many ppl le...
tere's a sky view or so de which is at lv 3...the view our tere are nt too bad la...haha~~~
have our dinner at an asian restaurant...which look's like crystal jade...foods there= ex!! but overall ok la...still can full my stomach...
ohya...i wanna dine at the crystal jade at vivo de.....
cos...it's looks real grand as there is a link or path tt leads to the tables ar...which...whao...
i wanna to go in...hahahaha....time to start savin...hahahaha..

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mon~~a day tt i wun forget...
i jus can't control any longer...
tears jus flow out....
i jus can't expect tt to happen to my friend...
doin all those things tt harm oneself...
jus a few words, it can jus actually let mi recalled back the situation..
frm the prior knoweldge i noe...the side effect seems to be comin true...
jus how i wish and hope tt u will have more determination in saying NO...
but....

shld i???

closing my eyes soon..
but~~after i found out tt there's no UT for tml, i back wif all the energy...as~~~tt's mean...i can....i can...pon le..lalalala...but shld i or shldn't i...hmmm..
i'm sooOOooo tire...didn't have enuff slp for the passed two days.
have my 1st slpover at a friend hse...yuppi~~ but sad to say..our main purpose is nt to play...
have it at wing hse..

purpose and aim: change the mindset

sad to say...we fail and we fall aslp at abt 2 to 3 plus...
share a the bed wif tiff...mayb i miss my bed or so, i nt use to it and it's soooOo cold tt i woke up every now and then..but~~~i saw smth..hahah...both tiff and wing's legs will flying here and tere..haha~~
woke up at abt 12 plus on sat...
brush our teeths and i was actually using a baby toothbrush as wing dun hv enuff le..and my itch hand actually broke it into 2...so i took such a long time to brush finish...
ate the fried rice wing had fried...hmm..nt too bad la...afterall we are fnn student...haha...
nth to do ..
played the sims..
die die..i'm addicted to it...played till my head gong gong but i'm still playing and didn't feel like stopin as i haven finish buildin it...
build a big big hse...trying hard to build tt dream hse in my mind...hmm..ok la..still counted successful ba...comment given by tiff and wing...whao~~it's looks more like a goong..cos it's so big and i'm using all those princess and queen thingy..wahaha..nt bad la..got to find sometime to go over to wing hse and complete...it's a 3 lv stories hse...
cos...i onli manage to build the out-structure of the hse...full of windows..a small pool, 2 swings, a fountain and the kitchen..the lv one bathrm(wif a plasma tv,a hot tub, a bath tub, a ma tong, a sink, a telephone and...a burglar alarm..lame mi..haha..) a room that has all those video games and lastly, half the living rm..
ohya...best part of all, there's a stature in my living room..wahaha..cos it's jus too spacious...haha..
ok..after my yi yi bu shen of the game, they came my hse and waited for mi to prepare as i stink much much...haha..went over to joo birthday party..which is jus a few blk away...went there saw nani..whao...so long nv see u le...ok la..played badminton...eat eat and eat...in the end, right nw i'm feelin my throat hurts..due to the ... "melted CHOCOLATE" arh~~~~~i jus dun hv enuff drink...
went to zy hse for the last part of the day...played a "tong xiao" mahjong...started at abt 12 plus and ended 6 plus am the very nxt morning...tire...i'm soooOOooo the tire tt i can't concenrate...tt i kept seein and doin the wrg thing...sobsob..my stomach is nt giving any way to mi..sob~~~it's aching for dunno wad result...hiax..nvm..
insist of goin hm..course it's 6 plus my dad didn't called and i wasn't hm the night b4...better go hm...b4 i being killed....moreover...i need to work in the afternoon...sob~~~
smelly both us...change, check the lappy for awhile and boom..slp...haha~~~b4 i slp, i could even hear the first bus moving off...sad...

late for my work as usual...but i'm jus too unlucky...it's rains..and is heavy rain..shit man..have to wait for tt stupid bus tt take's soooo the long to come...
lucky elieen wasn't here...so peace...haha...
my eyes jus kept on shutting no matter how many rounds i had tried to walk...
to the toilet..pretending to look for memo...
daydreamin daydreamin...and...ohno...i remb smth...i totally forget abt my rj...shit..i'm so late...hiax...i dun wan to be down graded since nw math is my onli hope...

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back to sch, fri, fun day...math pblm was easy and by the first brekout we manage to solve it...have a long long 2nd break and we played all sort of stupid and lame game...(batman,ultraman,superman, chop chilli chop..)fun fun...

sry Felicia...cos i tot tt u will be mailin tt guy abt the form..hmmm...
since we didn't get the form and e-mail the organiser, we cannt go to watch the Meteor...but i think due to the haze, they didn't get to see anything too la..hmm...

ok la..i think i have write too much le...hah~~~
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pardon mi for being naggy...
is nt tt we are nt caring for u or so, i wish i could...shld or shld'nt???is nt easy...if u are determine in taking it..no matter wad we say,u would onli say tt we dun understand wad u have being thr...thn do u understand wad we have being thr??everyone has their own pblm...we can't possible really say tt we understand..cos we haven being thr wad the person had encounted. how we look at the plbm is equal to how we solve it...by using other means of methods esp drug is nt a way to solve ...i really dun expect tt u will be sooo foolish to have come across tis mindset, or mayb we have given too much trust in u tt u actually when the wrg way...if u dun treasure and love urself...no matter how much care and concern we give u is equal to nth...tt's y u always feel tt u are being leftout or so de...
gal ar...18 le..think more more can, of the positive side de...we can foresee that if u have taken tt step...ur life will be even worse...tt's y we are sooo the worry abt it..killin urself and for tt moment of forget it nt goin to be any good...is nt the point of regretin it or nt like u quit sch...cos tis is totally a diff issues...aiya..i jus dunno how to say and put it...no matter how much we say, ni ting bu jing..we oso cannt do anything le..
is ok to bluff us tt u are happy...but wad abt urself???
spare a tot for other's too...

wad to do????

alamak...

what can i do???

i can't bear to see that to happen...

pls la..dun do tt to urself....

is no fun at all...

arh~~~~

have to stop it...

but how?????

it's seems tt it is getting bad to worse....

----walalalala----

hahahahahahahahah~~~~~

all my hardship...
finally....
i got my first A~~~~
lalalalalalalalalala

but--
sad to say...
tt culture and arts...
is still killing mi..
her grade is out...
her comment was...
s***...
hiax...
nvm...
i waiting for the survey..
hahahahaa...

artist???

gosh~~~
tis is killing mi...
i'm soooOOOoooo bore...
tis lesson is reall sianx and it's really killing mi now...
she's toking soooOOooo much and it's seems tt all the words are all repeated...
tis is worse thn ho ho and lock lesson...

dozing in my lala land soon...

arts arts arts...
why and wad we have to do wif it...
tt's boring~~~~~


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the newspaperman is still nt answering my call....

monday blue~~

i'm bore....haha..
pblm for today ..ok la...
i onli did the example...hah~~~
tt's our sport hall...
nice pool rite...
time say goodbye to my yellow yellow skin le..wahahaha

hmm...
a small little interesting quiz to crack our brain brain...

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a television cost $47.
i would like to buy this television set.
however, i dun haf enuff...
so i borrower $25 frm AAAA
and another $25 frm BBBB
so total i haf $50 rite..
okie...
now i have enuff le..
and..i still haf a change of $3
as such, i decide to return $1 to AAAA and $1 to BBBB
and the other dollar i will keep it...
in the end, it's means i own AAAA and BBBB each $24 rite...

hmm...
pblm come le...
however, $24 +$24 + $1 =$49
but i borrow $50????

whr's the $1 ?????

hah~~
interesting and it is somehow link to today's pblm...hah~~

----ooOo

a week had passed...
hmm..
-hope tt everything still ok ba-

!@@#@$%^^&

this lappy is nt getting anywhr better...it's killing mi...
system jus crash down...
smth wrg wif the adaptor or my lappy de tt i can't charge or plug in which mean i can't start the comp...tt's bad..tears almost flow out...

lucky dad help mi to dunno dunno wad wif the adaptor and now it is working agian...

real stupid de...it's last thn a yr and it's givin mi all kinds of pblm...
wad wrg wif the sch system ya...it shld b the best out of all the poly since it is a IT base sch, but wad i can see is tt the IT helpdesk is always full and endless of ppl visiting...

headache ar....who can help mi to save tis lappy ar~~~

ohya...
mayb..cos...
FRIDAY THE THIRTEEN

*---shop--shop---*

acc balance: 0.00
sob~~

when bpp on wed...a small mall but wif tons of things i can buy.
when far east on thurs...a big mall wif tons and tons of things to shop and buy...
and now...i'm broke...

bpp..first time shopping there..nt too bad. a relatively mall wif lots of things tt i want.

things brought:
-bag (21) =)
-shoes(19.90) =)
-ring(3.90)
-hairband(1.90)
-nail polish remover(2.20)
-dine(7)

far east...so long nv go le...shopping jus the basement itself, it kills us le..sales is on.. everywhr....all i want...went to dine at a Turkish Restaurant..very ex..food..hmm..first taste ok..thn...hmm...i order "dona rice" (nt too sure abt the spell)...it is a dish of slice chicken with rice and some fries...the fries was hard...the rice taste good and the chicken...hmm..needed to add more salt and chilli sauce to it in order to have it taste...but, it jus taste like kfc chicken to mi...hah~
full..real full after tt meal..head our way hm as it is already 10 plus plus to 11 i think...so tire...

things brought:
-earrings(5for10) *but i onli brought 3 while jo and wing each chip in 1)
-shose(5) *cheap..worth buying..i'm jus lucky for it..as i could fit into it... =)
-Reversible beach short(10) *cheap...as they having a clearance sales..

-shirt/blouse(25.9) =)

-shose(7.50) *chip in as wing wanted to buy one pair of it..as there is a special promotion for 2.

-dine (8.50)

wa~~two days and tadah...shld i smile or cry????

i still wan more...hahah...

beltx.shose.bagx.neackles.tshirtx..shortx.etc....

save money~~~i want to do hair treatment......ar~cant stand it ar~~~~

tire--utagain--

late submission again..
was at kenneth hse accompany him and wait for his mama to come back..and her mama was like..wa~~~so late le...
but anyway, have a fun time play the fighter game la, even though i leak alot of water le..hah~
thx for givin mi tt cab fee..or shld i say, i being paid as a babysister...haha~~
all the best for ur compo and compre exam tis afternoon ba..and, ya..most of all..thx for my 救星。。。mojojo..haha~~~
the connection there...low and suck...haix...cannt connect and could not do rj lo..
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dad arrange and help to clean my room le..bed removed...wa~it's look so empty..haha~~~hmmm suddenly feel so enthu in decorating my room..wahahaha...
hiax~if fluffy here tt will be perfect le la..but..nvm la..
at least i got my room...

ps:got to do my rj le..sob~
ut2 tml,haix..hope tt it will be a better one..
ut1..hiax..ans of mine = crap...

....not used to it....

brought smth tt looks like fluffy to mi...


---miss---
==are you??==

30%

65%

5%


sis moved out...
fluffly gone....
rubbish left...

06'oct'o6

it's all seems tt we are back to our childhood time...playing of candles and firework..doubt any of the passerby will think tt we are actually poly students le ba..hah..

brought my little fluffy along...
naughty little one..tire him out as we were out for quite sometime.
played till all the fireworks were used up ba...they will like joining all of them into a brunch and light all them up together at one go..haha...funny.
cos it real scared our life for the first, second time..haha..
the inspiration of this idea was actually frm nut wastage..frm thn, he came out wif tis idea..(i think)..haha..
on our way home, a driver uncle stop us and was like asking us for direction to
jurong west pri. which was actually jus a few blks away frm mine..
hmm, after giving quite a rather blur description, the went off..but..who noes, the uncle u turn back and stop us again, as he could nt find his way..arh~~but cannt be blame la..there's too many ways to get there le..hah~~
so in the end...haha..
nut,ric, jo and i took a "shun feng che".. hah..
when we alighted the car, his son was like...haha..funny..seeing his face..haha...blur and shock..haha...
cos tt uncle was actually on his way to fetch his son hm..at jwps fornt gate..and yup..he lost his way~~

ps:waitin for joo to send mi photos...arh~~he own mi lots lots...haha...
part 2 tt 中秋节will be coming up le ba..haha..tt will have lots lots of candis shot le..haha...

~~~time to sleep~~~
~~working~~=(

mtv

Shakira - Hips don't lie(feat Wyclef Jean)

--new job--

lalalala...
"art chocolate" called mi this evening..
oh~~finally they called...tot they doesn't need anymore le..
lalalala
i can change my job le..wahhaha

i'm on number 5215....

Artist:
The veronicas
Song:
When It All Falls Apart
Album:
The Secret Life Of

i'm having the day from hell,

it was all going so well (before you came)

and you told me you needed space,

with a kiss on the side my face (not again)

and not to mention (the tears, ashame)

but i should have kicked your (ass instead)

i need intervention

attention to stop temptation to scream

cause baby

everything is fed up straight from the heart

tell me what do you do,

when it all falls apart

gotta pick myself up where do i start

cuz i can't turn to you when it all falls apart no

don't know where i parked my car

don't know who my real friends are (anymore)

i put my faith in you

what a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)

and not to mention (i drank too much)

i'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)

i need intervention attention to stop temptation to scream

cause baby

everything is fed up straight from the heart

tell me what do you do,

when it all falls apart

gotta pick myself up where do i start

cuz i can't turn to you when it all falls apart

no

can it be easier?

can i just change my life?

cause it just seems to go bad everytime

will i be mending?

another one ending once again

------

everything is fed up straight from the heart

tell me what do you do,

when it all falls apart

gotta pick myself up (out) where do i start

cuz i can't turn to you when it all falls apartno (x2)

falls apart

gotta pick myself out

cause things are mended

stupid connection

smth wrg wif my connection or so de..tt i could nt connect or to be exact i could nt recieved the connection. tried for abt an hr or more de ..till i fall aslp...but it's still doesn't works..without any choice, i have to use other alternative so as to complete my rj....ya..we reach hm late and mi and joo the rj is still nt complete yet...
but my connection is really down. by using this alternative, it doesn't really help much as i could view blog, post blog, but, i could nt log on to my sch webpg...i can't even log on to it...wad's more abt leo...tt's totally out..so..ya..no choice but have to do and hand in tml in sch le ba..have to reach sch early tml...hiax~~~tt's stupid..

feeling rather or very sleepy nw..
nice outing for today..hope tt tiff have enjoy yoursleves ya...
thn...
movie...okie la..
but nt really reccomanded..haha..i dun really like it...mayb i'm tire tt's y...haha...
cos the ending is like weird weird de..thn the starting..sry to say tt...i doze off...hahahahah...but anyway..nt too bad la..2.5 out of 5??? movie title: "stay alive"
nice supper/dinner...
miss all those local foods lot lot...
all of them taste soooo the nice..yummy...free will head down again...lololol...

ohya...mayb i'm just too tire le...anyway...thx cin for lisening to my complains as well as my grumpy...sry ar..i cannt control le la..cos it really irritate mi lots lots..anyway...forget it la...hiax~~~

still got joo..thx for listening too...but it's just very sad de lo...y like tt le...hiax~~~another signature trademark gone...hiax~~~actually got alot la..it's seems tt all have being taken away or so de...hmm...nvm la...hiax~~~

ps: being cheated...UT is on wed...they postpond it to wed or so de...hiax~~another words, got to wake up extremly early tml...need to do rj plus ut...arh~~~~stupid....

Artist: "The Veronicas" .... Title: "when it all falls apart"

lalalalalala...
sry tt i have just change my blog song again..kekeke...
cos i just found this song which i have actually hunting for it high and low le..and i kept forgettin the tittle and the singer of it.. as such i could nt get it frm flicia...
hahahaha
having my late lunch at yoshinoya and tadah...i heard this song and refresh back my memories...lalaa...the tittle is "when it's all falls apart"..lalalala....
finally..hahaha

haix...for today i still feel tt i did nth for my grp and ya...rather guity still though i did try help...hiax...nvm la...mayb it will be better in the nxt lesson..
my stomach is really giving mi prblm again..
dunno wad happen..mayb is really because i'm just too hungry tt the acids juice act on the wrg side and it happen to reacts wif my intestine or so de....tt make's mi feel pain and smth like saliva tt is making mi to vomit...cos is like flowing upwards tt making mi feel like vomiting....
i shldn't have vomit them out de...cos....i vomited blood in the end and i look so weak...
ok la...not alot ...but..arh~~`y tt's blood...omg...wad wrg wif mi agian...hiax...usually i wun feel tt way and furthermore, i did eat ar..before i left hm, i ate a piece of bread ar..thn ..when i reach class, i start to feel hungry and nt long, the feeling of vomiting is here...
went for my 1st break and ate Sandwiches and lime juice hope to make it better and it did ar...
but after sch, the feelin is back again...is just when i went over to meet flicia they all...and in the end, i'm jam in the toliet bowl...vomiting...arh~~~~~
cannt take it anymore, went back to look for joo and wing they all and request to leave...hiax...as such, i miss the mini birthday party they had prepare for joan...sob~~~
after having my late lunch at yoshinoya...feel better le and back wif energy le...but for the very 1st time, i didn't upsize my drink and i totally could nt finish it...i think i only drank a few slip of it ba...
when ard cpt looking for..ya...present..but sad to say, we didn't get to find wad we want....hiax...wad's on my mind for so long...it's actually sooooo the hard to find...tot tt the pasamalam will have de...but end up nope...sob~~~and in the end, i spent again...brought a nail polish and also sweets to make stomach feel better i think..hah~~thn before i leave, brought 12 pieces of stickers...wahaha...and they actually cost only for one dollars...wahahaha...tt's cheap...lololxxx.....
anyway...i didn't brought much money out today, so can't buy much...sob~~~saw lots of interesting and all are waving at mi asking mi to bring them hm...arh~~~~~~
i want.....
esp tt chocolate tt want...wahaahahah....and tt neackles and earrings and...and ...arh~~~~alot alot ar...wahhaaa
i'm broke....cannt ar...lololololol....

anyway...enuff of all tt and once again, i nid to rush for my rj le...hiax~~~

another hr or so will be tiff birthday le...
ar gal...
we all really remember ur birthday and do dote on u alot ar...
dun think so much k....
we hope to give u the best oso de...whenever we see u like so quite or wad de...we feel bad oso de...whenever u say u are being left-out or wad de..we oso feel bad de le...cos it's like our fault or so de....keep asking ourselevs wad can we do to improve or change tt thinking tt you are extra or wad de...but the facts is tt...we nv forget you...and u are in our grp de k...
we go whr, u go whr oso...we do wad will oso ask u along de k....
dun think so much le...18 years old le...very fast we all will all grow old le...since we still young, we shld enjoy our life to the fullest...think of the bright side....it is always there de....be strong k...
arh bu here wishing u all the best in wad u do...faster go learn ur haircut and cut for mi...hahaha
thn....hmm....smile la...i oso dunno wad to say...too mashy mashy de..i dunno la...lolol....
so smile and smile...hahahahaaha.....
lastly.....
happy birthday to you!!!!!
since we all dun have money, let's have a outing tt dun nid to spend money de ba.....without money doesn't mind tt there's no fun de ar...lolol...
when u got ur pay...treat us bit bit can le la...
ur xin yi we noe de....you xin yi can le....
=)

happy birthday~tiffany~
(40 more mins to go..hahahaha)

desperate for foods.....

just came back from my 1st break out..arh~~~
i'm so the hungry tt i can even feel tt my stomach acids juice is flowing upwards tt making mi feel like vomitin..
after eating...better le...phew~~~

congitive today is still killing mi...
still have the feeling tt i did nth for my grp..feel rather gulity abt it..hiax~~~mayb it will be better after break out 2..hope so...

仙剑奇侠传

灵儿和逍遥






终于，看完了这部戏。。
好看好看。。有只少有四个半星吧。。。没有那一半是应为ending那部分不好。。很悲哀。。害我哭得一把鼻涕一把泪的。。overall是好看的啦。。值得看。。。哈哈。。
哈哈。。我要看斗鱼了。。啦啦啦。。。

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好啦。。ｈｍｍ今天送了四夷婆。。看到四夷公掉下了眼泪，不经我也好想哭喔。。应为他是她的老公所以，他不能和我们一起陪夷婆走完她的最后一趁。。我也不知道为什么他不可以。。就看到他那么的伤心，就好有感触。。。说真的。。我也忘了七七八八了。。。
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just reach hm nt long ago...
nth much left for us to do, so after buring the hse, we went hm...
arh~~~smth wrg with my stomach...nt feeling ok...arh~~nvm...need to eat the wad boa xian wan le..
have to slp early...need to wake up early...

hmm...wahahahaha...mayb my sis nt taking the doggy wif her le..hahaha...cos she brought my doggy foods le...lolololxx..mayb tt shows tt she's nt bring him along le ba..good good..at least my dog wun die so early..hahaha...
i dun wan my dog to suffer frm depression at such a young age...lololxxxx....