shld i???

closing my eyes soon..
but~~after i found out tt there's no UT for tml, i back wif all the energy...as~~~tt's mean...i can....i can...pon le..lalalala...but shld i or shldn't i...hmmm..
i'm sooOOooo tire...didn't have enuff slp for the passed two days.
have my 1st slpover at a friend hse...yuppi~~ but sad to say..our main purpose is nt to play...
have it at wing hse..

purpose and aim: change the mindset

sad to say...we fail and we fall aslp at abt 2 to 3 plus...
share a the bed wif tiff...mayb i miss my bed or so, i nt use to it and it's soooOo cold tt i woke up every now and then..but~~~i saw smth..hahah...both tiff and wing's legs will flying here and tere..haha~~
woke up at abt 12 plus on sat...
brush our teeths and i was actually using a baby toothbrush as wing dun hv enuff le..and my itch hand actually broke it into 2...so i took such a long time to brush finish...
ate the fried rice wing had fried...hmm..nt too bad la...afterall we are fnn student...haha...
nth to do ..
played the sims..
die die..i'm addicted to it...played till my head gong gong but i'm still playing and didn't feel like stopin as i haven finish buildin it...
build a big big hse...trying hard to build tt dream hse in my mind...hmm..ok la..still counted successful ba...comment given by tiff and wing...whao~~it's looks more like a goong..cos it's so big and i'm using all those princess and queen thingy..wahaha..nt bad la..got to find sometime to go over to wing hse and complete...it's a 3 lv stories hse...
cos...i onli manage to build the out-structure of the hse...full of windows..a small pool, 2 swings, a fountain and the kitchen..the lv one bathrm(wif a plasma tv,a hot tub, a bath tub, a ma tong, a sink, a telephone and...a burglar alarm..lame mi..haha..) a room that has all those video games and lastly, half the living rm..
ohya...best part of all, there's a stature in my living room..wahaha..cos it's jus too spacious...haha..
ok..after my yi yi bu shen of the game, they came my hse and waited for mi to prepare as i stink much much...haha..went over to joo birthday party..which is jus a few blk away...went there saw nani..whao...so long nv see u le...ok la..played badminton...eat eat and eat...in the end, right nw i'm feelin my throat hurts..due to the ... "melted CHOCOLATE" arh~~~~~i jus dun hv enuff drink...
went to zy hse for the last part of the day...played a "tong xiao" mahjong...started at abt 12 plus and ended 6 plus am the very nxt morning...tire...i'm soooOOooo the tire tt i can't concenrate...tt i kept seein and doin the wrg thing...sobsob..my stomach is nt giving any way to mi..sob~~~it's aching for dunno wad result...hiax..nvm..
insist of goin hm..course it's 6 plus my dad didn't called and i wasn't hm the night b4...better go hm...b4 i being killed....moreover...i need to work in the afternoon...sob~~~
smelly both us...change, check the lappy for awhile and boom..slp...haha~~~b4 i slp, i could even hear the first bus moving off...sad...

late for my work as usual...but i'm jus too unlucky...it's rains..and is heavy rain..shit man..have to wait for tt stupid bus tt take's soooo the long to come...
lucky elieen wasn't here...so peace...haha...
my eyes jus kept on shutting no matter how many rounds i had tried to walk...
to the toilet..pretending to look for memo...
daydreamin daydreamin...and...ohno...i remb smth...i totally forget abt my rj...shit..i'm so late...hiax...i dun wan to be down graded since nw math is my onli hope...

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back to sch, fri, fun day...math pblm was easy and by the first brekout we manage to solve it...have a long long 2nd break and we played all sort of stupid and lame game...(batman,ultraman,superman, chop chilli chop..)fun fun...

sry Felicia...cos i tot tt u will be mailin tt guy abt the form..hmmm...
since we didn't get the form and e-mail the organiser, we cannt go to watch the Meteor...but i think due to the haze, they didn't get to see anything too la..hmm...

ok la..i think i have write too much le...hah~~~
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pardon mi for being naggy...
is nt tt we are nt caring for u or so, i wish i could...shld or shld'nt???is nt easy...if u are determine in taking it..no matter wad we say,u would onli say tt we dun understand wad u have being thr...thn do u understand wad we have being thr??everyone has their own pblm...we can't possible really say tt we understand..cos we haven being thr wad the person had encounted. how we look at the plbm is equal to how we solve it...by using other means of methods esp drug is nt a way to solve ...i really dun expect tt u will be sooo foolish to have come across tis mindset, or mayb we have given too much trust in u tt u actually when the wrg way...if u dun treasure and love urself...no matter how much care and concern we give u is equal to nth...tt's y u always feel tt u are being leftout or so de...
gal ar...18 le..think more more can, of the positive side de...we can foresee that if u have taken tt step...ur life will be even worse...tt's y we are sooo the worry abt it..killin urself and for tt moment of forget it nt goin to be any good...is nt the point of regretin it or nt like u quit sch...cos tis is totally a diff issues...aiya..i jus dunno how to say and put it...no matter how much we say, ni ting bu jing..we oso cannt do anything le..
is ok to bluff us tt u are happy...but wad abt urself???
spare a tot for other's too...