-just 'a' random thoughts-

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

hot hot.

I'm falling sick soon~!!.



weather is getting warmer and warmer..

and i'm getting heat'er and heat'er...

last week my gum got infected that i even tot that i'm growing wisdom tooth as it is actually on the same spot it is.

this week..today~.
my left iner coner eyes hurt!. even when i blink...
it isnt red or so.. but it's just hurt...
i just got a feeling that i'm falling sick soon.
my throat kinda of dry and hurt..
=((

save mi~!

Sunday, September 21, 2008

=D


I got a new travel destination!!!~~
I want go TURKEY~!
hahaha~!.

b'c0s of the TURKISH TREE HOUSE...
If i'm not wrong it's somewhr in the Olympos (Olimpos, Olympus).

Thursday, September 18, 2008

=)

933 have nice songs!~
get to know these 2 songs frm the morining fm..
kinda new for mi.
=x
i will learn to start to understand.
it does makes sense and i know yarrr.
but..
now, i will still stand at a girl point of view.
afterall, im still a girl.
who will lose some sense..
=s

maybe, prehaps, one will get to understand the girl(mine)point of view and i could undestand his point of view and alot of things will just go smooth.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

=]

few hours later..

felt better after tatatata everything dwn.
when for my fyp meeting tt cost me like 40?
whenever im nt ok, i will think of cabby uncle.
cos once i actually cried all the way hm in a cab i guess.
i dun have to face anyone..
and i got trees and clouds to see.

I really felt much much better.
what wrote earier on is just ventin of my anger...
afterall, it's being so long back and when i realised it, it's already too late.

how i wish i wasnt tt soft in so sense..
if i could be stronger.. everything will be different. i wun be tt hurt too.
more for mi to learn and get over.

.184

好希望这一切都是恶梦。
醒来时我还是一年半前的那个我。
什莫也没发生。我也没收到那某大的伤害。
他对我作出的伤,我一点也不想带着。
每一个记忆都只会让我想起他是这某伤害我的。
我对他的利用价值,没有了。
成功的骗了我,也骗了每一个人。
我都某想相信你,可是你始终都不肯承认。
反而,还怪我。
一句对不起也没有。
你也可以假装没事。
让我知道了,听到了,看到了。
你和她的网上日记谁然以删掉了。
可是,好死不死,我却看到了。
我不想知道。也不想看到。
因为我一直都相信这你说的。
我不在意过去反正都过了。可是,要是我知道得原来是个谎言,
那某我宁愿,甚至,我不知道还来的好。
因为它再也不是个过去,而以变成了一个谎言。
也许,也好。
把我从你游戏里杀了吧。
你以成功了。。。
你曾经很爱那个她,也伤害了一个她,或者还有更多的她。。
我想我也和她们没什莫两样吧。。
当我以为是我对你不够好。
是我不对的时候,
原来,我错是错在,我太相信你了。
就像是你所认为的。
错都是我。你一点都没有。
你这种人是不会懂得什某是爱。。
最基本的坦诚你都没有。
下一个她要小心啊。。。

Monday, September 15, 2008

i'm totally not in any mood.
i guess i break down again.
blame on my itchy hand then...
i just found more then i tot it will be.
imjustafoolafterall.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

random.

Hospi & Retail Friday.


Lesson 1:
when eee meet acer...
omg!!~
my dearest team mate who was sitting besite me is using the eee lar..
hiax. see the diifff!!!~~~
is really the big meet the small.
so0o0o ENVY!!!
how i wish i have one too~~.. *blink blink*

Lesson 2:
Drawing lesson~! =x
It's such a dry topic that is worst thn last week..
=((
really didnt expect that to be so.
i almost doze off!. =xx
but nevertheless..
i got a nice team!
=)
was playing wif the tablet that sikin had loan frm the helpdesk..
it's FUN~~!!.
wahaha...
i drew these 2 pic with tt pen...
wahahaha~ so fun.
Sha join in the fun and sign off her name in it. (my dearest team mate who uses the eee)

HR


Lesson 1:
I dont know much of them..
=(
enery booster of the day!.
A new flavor i guess.
it's SWEET..
afterall..
it a sweet.
hah.
for my grade. i didnt expect that i will get a A.
**glad glad**=)


MIS
Lesson 1:
2 men show~!
it's the first day and ...
in my team is only mian fang and ..ME!!!
but.
we manage to figuer and get a good grade.
*well done* =)

Banking
Lesson 1:
call myslef lucky or so...
i got that..that...
hiax.
it's a SAD story...
he might be evil but his grading wasnt that bad...
another 13 more lessson of him and us to gooo0o0o.

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I got nth to go at one of the weekend and ..
wahahaa..
i got to say this is the best that i had tried to drew on my nails!~~
it's NICE!~
haaaax.
more improvement needed!!!~~~.


hahaha~~.
I'm present for all these 2 weeks!~
i'm proud of it man.
i wasnt late! hah~!.
daily grades was more thn i excepted that i will get. LOVE it!.

i got to hang on thr..
with full attendance, i will onli need to attend just like abt 3-4 more months of lessons!!
and thn self declare holidays!!!~
whooo~!.

------~~-----
stay up/bloated.
meet up with the guys and my little gal.
=)
nice nice. nice chatting with her.
and april get to open up more too.
=))
and and...
i learnt a new game!
cheating & counting of the dices??
wahaha.
i got to be proud i have to say.
tt day is the day where i drank 5-6 glassess...
and ..
i didnt puke.
=D
i just felt bloated!!~~
very~~!!.
the cab uncle driving wasnt tt bad too~!.

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why do life have so many decision to made.
hmmm..
i just wonder..
i just dont like..

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

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First of school!!!1
it's only the firstttt weeeek...
=((

tired!~