can i dont go???.
=(((


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its so warm.
its so far.
im just plain lazyyy...
home.home.home.
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grrrr..
not feeling well..
:ss

guess i had stomach flu~!
=(((

having problem since i ate tt durian cake.
and i got a conclusion out of it-->
I cant eat durian cake..
cos i remb'in once i ate a almost same kind durian cake and pblm comes again!!~
arggghhh~!
save mi.

fyp ltr!~ =(

my foods is here!!!~

tt's FASTTTT!~ =))))

.

i'm so hungry now!!~
till the extend i think i got butter fingers!!!~

typing is hard for me now. :s

mac mac. come fast pleaseeee....

hohoh0.

lonh long post.

thurs. 13.11.08

ntuc function.
nth much..
still the same. i'm rustttyyy...
hasnt being working for quite some time and everything i do is so no confidence.. :s
pluss.. i guess i got stm too. i cant remb who is who and who wants what.. arhhh...
not good... =[
but..
after the event some of the guest did thanks mi.
which is rather surprising for mi.
hahahhaa. cos i dun feel that i did tt well and i even tot that i will kanna complain instead.

but they really had a wide wide varities of drinks!!~

some red, some white, some warm, some coke, some sprite. =x

i know i can do better. my speed have being much much slower and is only 3 tables and and is with elton yee still...

not good... =[

hmmmm...
as usual eileen and may is still so diao...
nvm~ look at the other side, i got to learn a new thing.
how to set a chinese table setting... thanks kor for teaching. =)

and and, lastly.. is the day tt helps to fulfill one of my wish..
i got to release a whole lots of ballons!!!~ those can fly de wor.
wahahahhaah~~!
okie. cos i oso dunno why this ntuc function will have ballons hanging everywhere so when everything done we got to clear them off..
so we decide to let it fly high high...
and and the person that let go is mi!!!!!
actually is i took it off frm cathy...
hahahahhaa.
nice seeing them "flying" away~

guess this will oso be the last time i'm gg to help se le bah.
cos my kor is gg to resign.
smth to be glad actually...
they cant pay the staff and so, dun expect them to go for work thn...
hardly, anyone can tahan for no pay for so many mths or delay...

SE, a place whr alots alots alots of things happen.
whenever i go.. no matter to which restn, memorise just pop out...
good or bad??
hmm. i dunno.
guess is both. =)

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14.11.08 Fri
A day that is out of my PLAN!~
i was too tire and my legs aches!!~
i cant force myself to wake up to go sch. so i decided to ponnn.
since i still have my "leave" to do so...
butttt...
at ard 7plusss. my dad just came into my room and yell at me asking me wake up to go sch!!!~
omg~!
i'm already late... and i really dun have the feel to go sch!!~
i cant stay at hm or cont to slp.
cos his face was so dame black. no point of me staying at hm~
so i decided to go out.
bath for like half an hour???
fall aslp for the first few minutes in thr..
next thinking hard where shld i go!!~
a place whr i can SLEEP~~!
from tt little window at my toliet, i can see sun!!~
so arhhhmmm.. i can go suntan!!~.
i onli need to pay for the admission ticket cos i'm just gg to the few traffic away my hse swimming complex. and i get to tan and SLEEP!~ so i just have to tan for 4-5hrs and go hm. where my dad is already off to work. wheee. nt tt baddd.
once i bath. dunno spend millions of minutes in my room i guess.
by the time i'm ready is already 9 plus..
wating for the time to past as i dun wan to go out sooo early!!~
i left hse at ard 10.. so i onli need to spend abt 4 hours??
but it didnt end up as what i wanted to be!!!~
there's dunno what sport event holding at the complex.
sianx. and i can hear thunder too tot the sun is shining bright.! =/
so i got to change my plan as no point of mi gg over.. it's so nosiyyyy....
took a bus out to the interchange. and is so the...
i dunno is gd or bad. i took tt 179 is empty de. i'm the onli passenger in there. omg!~
there is goes and started my bus journey for the day.
tot of gg to je libaray to find books to read to pass time.
cos i didnt bring my adapter so i cant use my laptop..
why do i need it if i'm gg for a tan.. grrrr.
but i was just too tire to wake up and i just fall aslp all the way on the bus. hahaha. cos at least i know whr the bus is heading too. woke up and realised im real far... time to think whr i shld really head tooo... alight at one of the bus stop.
my strategy: which bus come first i will board it.. but. haha. i give up. so i tot of gg bugis to pray pray. since i hasnt being to pray for quite some time...
took the bus that i tot i will there.. =s
YES!!!~
i didnt manage to get there...
cos.. the bus route has change... too long didnt take tt bus le..
so in short, i took the wrg bus and i lost my way~~!!!! =[
i really dunno whr the bus is gg tooo...
i dun dare to alight as the place is near little india thr de..
grrrr. is too scary tot is bright morining....
took a little nap and when i woke up..
i found tt i actually near or at a place whr i most and wont want to go to..
is.. yarrr. hiaxxxx...
WHY!!!???
it's sooo. and yarrr. it's really gg to terminate at thr....
once i alight. i just wish to find a hole to hide.
thr's so many "what if" in my mind.
and this bus journay is abt 1 hrs plus... =<>arhhh. is real longgg. but, at least i can slp in thr.
by the time is already 2 plus to 3.
time to go hm. hahaha.
as the bus pass by chinatown tt dim sum restn.. it reminds mi of char siew pauss!!!!
i'm hungry...
took the train back this time round as it raining cat and dogs at west area... i cant walk anywhrrr..
speed off to get my pau as i'm real hungry...
too 179 again to go hm. this round i took one big round. as to waste alittle more time as my dad might might still be at hm as it's raining..
but he wasnt at hm.
so tt's how i spend my day of taking buses continually.. and is the first first time...
cant imagine i just take bus for 4-5 hrs. hah.
but. it's nt tt bad. hahaha. at least i get to slp and see new road...
=)
for tt little moment, i did wish tt if if.. someone was thr wasnt it gd...

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15.11.08
burst!!~
okie. i got my wrg too. but. it's just too too over!!~
we just need tt space to cool and calm down..
i dunno what i'm doing now is right or wrg.
we just need tt space..
dad dog AND I.

for tt little moment. once again. if. if. someone was thr. wasnt it good...
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STUPID ANTS IS CRAWLING ARD MY ARMS AND LEGS AGAIN!!!!!~

Bling BLing

X'mas is coming...~!
hoho.

Went town this tues and realised that they had started with all the deco.

so fast. It's christmas again..~~!

How will my this chirstmas will be like.

I wonder..

Had my fav frog prorridge.

wahaha.

this time round is at chinatown.

but i still prefer the one at gaylang. =)

Went to meet kor friends as i'm tgth with mich..

no choice. =(

a werid k session i got to say.

cos i had to sing with ppl i totally dunno and at our first meeting.

weird and yar. weird.

nevertheless. nice ppl. =)

they left early and the 3 of us like singing old songs???

hahaha.

cos is mich and my kor.!~ =x

oppps.

photos.

-Sentosa day.-

The peacoak that we saw everwhr. even on the trees.!

Too much photos too little time!!~.

-Hamsters.-


My ham ham foods just looks like toys/sweets..

-DXo-

-DBLO-

I just dunno why i keeping thinkin tt it is dxo.

-.-"

it's dblo!!!~

-Fliming days...-

ar ber!~ mun at the back.


Thanks guys!~=))

Fliming at my hse.


Thanks "twins" brother. =))

After which...

-play time.- while waiting for ang and crew and dinner.

ber in hola hoppp...

Mun Q Q hair.... ber make it. **nice nice**

-Hair style.-

short--> Long--> curl.

movie.

connected is a nice show~!

4.5 stars ****/*

is a slack day.

finish the wksht by the first meeting.

second meeting on th ppt.

and next~!

CONNECTED.

gu tian le is so0o0o ..

wahaha..

oh no oh no.

i haven study HR ut!!...

=(

:}

《一切完美》
a show that really not to be miss.it's just kind of an emotional show i guess. letting me to give more thoughts. =/spare some time for this song.it's real nice... atleast to me!~




你没想像中爱我 - 《一切完美》片尾曲
词：石欣卉 曲：So Million 制作：曾偉祺 演唱：石欣卉

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻

不是我 不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂 该拿什么安慰 我的 难受
你的存在让我更 寂寞

你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开

不是我 不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱 感觉到什么
不爱我 别再说 假装爱 那是撒盐在伤口
啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂 不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜~~~你没想像中爱我

suddenly i feel a sudden stress.
when everything pop out.
more qns arise..

fyp hates~!

why everyones timing is so diff.
free or not???