i wanna alot alot of colourful helium balloons!!!!

they are real nice....

**smile**
saw a website that are selling it cheap and the colours are beautiful!!!

wahahha..

(click on image to go to website.)

(click)

still considering shld i get this!!!

since last year???

not too sure wad colour shld i get too...

wahaha~~

but is real tempting de lar.

hmmm...

I wanna....

wahahaa~~~

=((

Fatal accident
One of my hamster pass away yesterday.
When i realized it, it was too late.
Dun really know what’s real happen tot..
Mayb..
It’s my carelessness of closing the lid after changing thr bedding without noticing it was thr.
Kinda of guilty...
But, I dunno…
I didn’t see anything wrong after I close the lid.
kinda of scare too.
to be truth, i dun really dare to go near them le..
it's kinda of give me a ying yin....
arh~~
when they chippp...
i was so scared tt is thr anything happening to them lar.

Hmmm.
Hiax.
Maybe is just like what my kor had say, it’s helping me to dan zai de bah.
These few months is really a happening one…
evey week thr's seem to be "smth".
arh~~~
=(((

I’m sooo tire…
I’m aching here and there lar.
I wanna a massaging chair!!!
Wahahaha!!!!!

raining.

it's gg to pour heavily outside soon...~~

it's really a long day for me.

=(

i hate this stress.
prehaps this is wad people call as stress bah.
i never believe tt thr's stress in life.
but, i guess, i'm defended this time round.
thr's really alot of things happening...

nobody knows.

marketing.

I still dun like fri class.
=(

:(

i'm so tire...
kana scolded by my dad!!!
***sobbb***
haix~~~
i'm just so unlucky lar.
tuppid water bottle.
dunno why will leak de.
the whole bottle is empty lar.
...

unlucky day!

last and the only one tt could not get on to the bus 179.
water bottle leak..
dripping bag.
dripping laptop!
sad!

but, i'm not that unlucky still i guess...
my laptop still can works.
just tt it's screen is very very the dull/black tt i can see...

so tired and sad!

:(

i'm now working in the dark!!!!
Its so unlucky for me lar.
my 2.8 laptop is really dying soon...
the screen now is soooo black tt i hardly can see what i'm doing..
=(
gg dwn to acer center ltr.
dunno how much will it cost mi again...
i'm broke broke....
=(((( *saddd**

project.

I hate FYP!!!!

it's worse when we are lost and our supervior is not helping at all....
we haven meet up with him yet lar!
i guess his just too busy or simply dun bother!
we are just so down on luck that we had him as our supervior ..

missing you even more when i'm down.
i dont like this feeling. =(

-.-

i cannot look back.
i will cry...

PT.

what a rj qns i had...
"what colour best describe your personality? why?"
hmmm.
As i'm just too lazy, i went online to do personality to get a coour for mi.
wahahaha~~
in the end, i was like doing those unrelated de lar.

here's what i had done...


What Planet Are You From?

You Are From Venus

You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

You are a Romantic Realist

Okay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card... Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings. You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you.

agree??? i dunno...

What Kind of Candy Are You?

Butterfinger

They call you sticky fingers for a reason!

i never ate this before...

What's Your Elf Name?

Your Elf Name Is...

Buddy Sweet Cheeks

What's Your Russian Name?

Your Russian Name Is...

Laryssa Lidochka Kozlov

What Flower Are You?

You Are A Lily

You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist. People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you. You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words. Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

i found the type of flowers i might like???

What Donut Are You?

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun. You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life... Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut. To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!

You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree

i dun really think so !??

What color describes you best?

Your color is yellow. You are outgoing and very playful. You love to joke around and just have fun. You're also a very good friend, but you may have trouble keeping secrets. Even so, people are magnetized to you. You are so charming and friendly! You have a wonderful smile and you always look on the bright side of life.Good trait: Your undying optimismBad trait: Sometimes you steal the spotlight too much Animal: PuppyQuote: You can never have too much of a good thing!

My RJ. what i almost written in it.

ohhhhh~~~

whooooo~~~~
PINK London cab!!!!!!

saw this cab passing by me when i when eating with my dad at 651.
i didnt know tt's also in PINK!
so sweet and nice!
i wanna to be in there!!!!
wahahaha~~~
--
i still dont mind my husband is a taxi driver.
wahahaha~~~
--

=)

Tiao Tiao (my dog) birthday is coming!!!!!

his one year's old birthday day is on this coming sat 19th april'07
his also an april baby. **gladddd**
anyone wants to give him presents????

hmmm...
**
his toys are getting dirty and spoil...
his teeths are still growing...
wahahahaa~~

saw a few pets cafes..
but they are sooo far...
one is at upper thomson rd, "Earth Cafe" as the reviews/ratings are high.
one is at kovan rd, "Worlds Apart" as their pricing are reasonable or i can say cheap...
wahahaha~
both i dunn0 where! =(
shld i bring him thr???
----------

smiles aside..
i'm late for school again...

i woke up on time..
reach interchange at 8.10am.
but..
i'm still didnt make it.
the 902 q is soooo long..
i waited like 15mins???
the q tail is equal to the head....
omg!!!
save mi man.
how early must i be???
i cant....

i want to change grp!
i realised my team-mates thinks too much and they dont share or contributes!
they dont discuess and in the end, i was like "discuessing" ard the class lar. =(

• i got a vase, tt pretend she knows alot.
• i got a chi-naa that do her own and dun listen to others.
• i got a guy tt always make my eyes roll, he thinks too much tt kept contradicting himself...doing his own too...

i dont know lar!

i got to focus...
listen to facii and i wun lost and i get to learn...accounting.

my pets! =)

'~'

will i die???

i got a wrong slping posture and my neck is like breaking lar!!

what shld i eat today???






arhhh~~~
i know whr this song coem frm le.
wahahaha
is frm a chinese drama show.
i got this song like one year ago..
frm... yar..
nice, sweet, sad song...

:/

today class: BAD!!!!!

just as what i had expected, i wun like my class.
marketing meant to be a interesting and fun module to learn.
but!!!
my class make it sooo dry and draggy tt i cant stand it at all..
the class mainly is makes up of SHL(sport, health & leisure) students, and i assume that they actually had gone thr marketing in their last two years. As, they somehow seems to know??? whatever....grrr..
knowing jas doesnt help. cos me and her is really really those hardly talk or i can say...we never CHAT before!!
so is still back to the square one. i'm alone, rotting...
worse still,
the team i'm in, can kill mi...
thr's this guy who actually wrote down on the piece of paper and told his friend "a gal next to him" tt mi and jas wasn't doing anything/didnt contribute lar...tt sooooo stupid and jas actually saw it. (mi and jas was in the same team...) tt so stupid of him. didnt he know thr's smth in the world called im! -.-''
is nt tt we dont wants to contribute. it's only the first meeting and we are only ask to do the fmt... which is what we know, what we dont know, what we need to find out. all tt is in the problem statment... so???? it's just a morning... i didnt even know who are you... what more can you expcet??? he's so dominate tt he actually done everything...say everythings... soooooo???? what's left????
But, i cant deny tt all the SHL had the presentation skills..which smth i got to learn from them. the shot'in here and thr in meeting 3 is so active and the facii doesnt seem to be helping lar. so in the end, the lesson just shottt all the way to 4 plus... dame dame boring!!! i was like sitting thr, doing nth...cos i dun see ppl im'in and i cant cos i'm sitting near to tt facii..listening over and over again the same point...draggy~~~
thr goes my friday (weekend) class...
i dun look any forwards to it lar!

today is someone birthday..
hahaha.
we might not know each other...
we didn't even met before lar...
i only saw his photo... like once??
*wahahaha*
But, i know his birth date!!!
wahahaha~~
happy birthday uncle!




-------------
it's so real...
but, i woke up and realised.
it's just a dream..
an another dreams i dreamt of again...
i was happy in it.


sad to say. i remb what i dreamt.
will it still come true???
-------------

weekend come fast please!!!!

lazy.

i'm just so lazy....
it's only the 2nd day of school, but...
my body just ach like helll....
i think i almost spin my right leg. cos it's real pain and thr's a big patch of blue black at my ankle.
it's just those old woman sickness again when night fall ...
my shoulder aches...
b'cos of my 2.8kg laptop...
my eyes bag is heavy...
my whole body achs!!!!
i'm old~~~~

-.-"
my pa cooking really needs to improve!!!!!

=(

i hate dreams.
it's only show how lost i am.
how hurt i am...and how much i'm missing..

you.

tired.

i'm so tired.
had 2 nightmares in the go and my right leg got cramp at the middle of the night. 5 plus in the morning... *=(
i cant slp.

--
had a crapy team today. =)
overall, lesson for banking still works ok for mi now.
cos it's onli the theroy part...
so i still alive.
hahaha.
next week.
next week...

bad school.

it's the first day of school and..
yar.
i'm the latest again. =(
cant imagine, i left hse sooo early but i was still late. and is very late. it took mi abt 2 hrs to reach school. and the worse part is, out of sooo many rps, i'm the only one in my class tt is trap thr. stupid!
not to be bad, i had tot of experiancing it. but.. not today. my first day of year3!
count it on i'm lucky or not?
disruption at cck station towards marina...
landed up in a place whr i'm totally alien to it. buki gombak. follow the crowd, took a bus. saw bus 187 behind. faster alight. cross over waited for another few more mins for tt bus 187, saw meowmeow and her friend at the bus stop. squeeze all the way up from the back door...real like a pancake...all the way to woodland interchange. and the journey is real real long. lucky i didnt took a cab. the q is dame long and it will sure cost mi a bomb. what a morning i had.
great to be in this class. at least i know some of them. i'm nt alone....*wahahaha*. long day of research and research. but in the end, my grp didnt really get to the point or what the problem is really asking. my team is the worst. *sob* guess my grade for the day will be...plus i'm nt NIFM! *downgrade* *sadded*.
anyway, i got a cute classmate..wahaha.
i meant his name. AUNG KO KO WIN...
i dun even know how to pronounce it lar.
wahahahahahaha...
and we actually got the meaning for it. AUNG mean pass KO KO mean boyfriend and WIN mean bright. and he's a guy lar.
wahahahaha
no offensive. =)

***

i still cant imagine i'm having school tml...
i'm feeling nauseous and giddy for the whole day.
grrr...
dunno is i'm having pre-school illness or i'm real...
sick.

i'n not ready for school!!!!
i dont want!!!!!

hate school.

:)

=(

pain pain pain.....

got to enjoy enjoy before my school start.
once it start, i will be busy busy busy......
=(

nice n81 meeting last nigth....
chat caht chat chat....
meet up soon!
=)


will tt restn be a better place???
go see see how it's like first bah.
but the pay is dame attractive lar..

flowers.

tt's wad i got for her.
cindy toh!

happy birthday gal.
hmmm.
didn't get your fav sunflower..
cos tt one nt i give de lar.
ur boyfriend will get it for you!!!

=)

didn't get to see wad kind of flowers i like tot.
hmmmm..
i still dunno which flowers i prefer...

=)

thanks for passing by to read.
not matter who you are.
thanks!


----------
i have start to lift my lazy and stubborn leg out to move the first step.
=)
frm this experience, i got to learn alot. real lots. tot it's nt easy to go thr, but i'm gald tt i had experienced it. i have grow stronger...

just like what you had done very early on...
---------------

张惠妹

如果你也听说

突然发现站了好久
不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我
再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可
委屈却没有人诉说

夜半信仰丛白剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

许多话题关于我
就连我也有听过
我想我宁可都沉默
其实反而显得做作

夜半信仰丛白剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候
想你更多

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说
悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和
舍不得要无可奈何

如果你也听说
会不会相信我
对流言会附和
还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔

如果你也听说
有没有想过我
想普通交朋友
还是你依然会心疼我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
冷漠的人就你一个
想到你想起我
胸口依然温柔
如果你想起我
你会想到什么

...

i'm lost again.
playing with my own thoughts again.
hah.
yar.
我又在撰牛角尖了。
i really dunno.
so i be happy or?
i dun deny, it actually give me a tiny mini hope( =] ), but at the sametime, it's oso add on to tt saddness( =[ )...
cos, somehow i feel that the "concern" he had given to mi is just the feeling of gulitness.


it's seems tt, thr's rather quite a number of times tt i had decided to pull this relationship back. but. he just so simply stop mi to. mi, myself, do actually dun haf the courage to ask him to reconsider. my courage and confidence is actually falling days by days. is thr any more things tt i could say. i dunno. somehow, i just feel tt the more i had said it's just not helping him to understand or so called build his confidence but adding on to his gulitness. he said nth ,done nth.
and even is 'n0 reaction' /feeling to it.
so, i guess, i got/ know the answers.

my lappy is dying...
so dame tiring doing all the defragment and scanning...
it's takes age to finish and the ''viruse'' is still thr...
grrr..
i dun wan to reformat!!!

got to save up...
i wan this....

ASUS EEE.

tt how small it is.

it's sooooo light and small.

portable!!!!!

it even come with a webcam. and it's rather cheap... it's only cost about $600. but, hmmm the space is also small lar.

worth considering....hmmm..

maybe i will do an installment plan???

'-'
thr's so many things i wan to buy...

but..

i dun have money!!!!!

=(

i wan my tv phone.......

gg down to simlin to check the price...

but only once i got my pay...

wahahaha...

cos it's real cheap... ard $250???

hope to look for cheaper one.

$150????

wahahahahaha...

smiles.

nice, sweeeet day.
seeing others joys equal to my joy. =)

happy birthday gal.
tot it's just a very simple gift frm us, i almost see tears in her eyes!
hope you had really enjoy yourselve.
did enjoy myself! =>

my toes hurt.... =(

.

is tt really what i want????

i really dunno.

。

我真得不知道该这么办才好。
我很努了的想放开，可是，我就是做不到。要是我能像你一样的那么轻易的反放掉，那就简单多了。我还以为，放开，对我而言是很简单的事。我一定可以的。可是我万万没想到，伤得那么深的还是自己。要是我放得下，我早就放下了。
我想，我也不想在为难你了吧。我知道除了放开也只有放开了。无论有多不舍也只有这样了吧。我已没有的选择了。只少，你没有了我这个压力，只少，你是开心的，你找到了你想要得。那我也没有什么值格要你留下呢。
没有回答其实就是最好的答案了吧，同时也是最残忍的答案。很想听到你亲自的答案，明知道那不是我想听到的。可是，那也是让我彻底死心，你真得走了，走得远远的。。

我会勇敢。我会坚强。

但不是现在。