a selfish mi ....

it's being so long tt i have last online. many many many had seems to happen....bad or good???? i dunno... somehow or so, i just felt rather bad .... no matter towards who... i'm just so imprefect...hate myself of being sooo imprefect de... which ya... i know tt no one is ever prefect de... but i just hate myself of having sooo many many loops holes de.... how i wish i can do better....

anyway, 9 days le....actually is more thn 9 la... but let take it as 9 ba..hahahaha....hopefully i didn't make the wrg move or choice de... but .. i still seems to be very very worry de...dunno why....

arhggggggg.........

school starting very very sooonnn..... last thn a mth i will haf to wakes up at 6.45 , carry my stupid heavy heavy lappy and...ya here i goes with all the research and presentation again....sad!!!! hw i wish the holi are longer..... i haf nt play any enuff ....

miss all my friend friend de.... it's being so long ago tt we last see or chat de.... wondering am i being miss de ma????

xxxbashxxxxx

goin to look for a nice blog skin to change.... somehow or so de... i dun like my current blogskin le...hahaha...mayb i'm sick of looking at it le ba...hahaha...

millions millions millions millions thousand thousand thousand thousand

Sorry!!!!!!

ps:
i seems to haf owe alot alot alot.......

Relieve.....

clear 1...

clear 2...

hmmm...

got to pick up my courage to clear all...

i dun my life to be soooo in a mess de...

i dun think i can slp well ba...

haha...

Avoiding is nt an answer to it...

it's a kind of responsibility .....

ps:

clear 1:

hmm..

clear 2:

Results are finally out... but nt too sure is the finalize grades...but... i'm satisfied with it as it's better thn wad i tot it will be de..

hahaha

~~``haix``~~~

smth bothering mi....
or shld i say...
there's million of them....

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hmmm...
so he got sing de wor...
keke

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i think i shld be working..
at least i wun be thinking tt much...

had being working the past few days...
this week rather a happening week for mi as i can...haha...```happening``
got to learn quite a few things...having supper as well...hah..fei fei company wun close down sooo soon le wor...hahha...ohya....hmmm..lao pa sa the foods somehow nt really reccomended....ok la...so so lo..


```dunno```
which steps shld i go....if tt very next day u did say smth to mi, i might already see whr to head to ...i did waited and was looking for smth...but......dunno.........though somehow or so de..i do understand and can feel tt...but...but...but...thr's still but....actually i felt rather guilty and i seems tt i had hurt you....i seems to had started all this...but ...but ...right now i'm just like stuck in the middle..dunno whether to re-drew or to move on...futhermore, thr's...hmmm...ya...i dunno la.....whenever i seems to have make a stand, the very next moment i'm doubting myself abt it....mayb i'm just nt ready for it....or.... i dunno...somehow i just feel very bad and i seems to had became one of those mean gal....
have tt knock on the door missed??