Sunday, July 29, 2007
Saturday, July 28, 2007
foryourowngood.
it's raining outside ...***again***
just wondering is RP a big big big huge huge fridge..
``hah``
feeling so sleepy....
there's ut still...
and after tt still have to rush over to work...
`sick--
better be a busy day...
or ...
mayb..
though...
it is...
but....
i'm not!!!!
``hah```
shld i laugh or cry????
thought that actually i could had early sleep last night cos i know that i will be having a long long day for the next few days...
but too bad...
i can't really sleep and when i fall asleep, i was woke up by....
yar!!!!
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it's not that i disagree in lettting you go...
cos' i understand that ...
as mi, myself will like to go out wif my friend...
but i was just requesting to go home early ...
if..
if....
you are feeling that fantastic well...
i wun mind and care what time you will be home or whr and what you will be having...
cos i noe that you will be fine...
but..
but...
you are not....
in that case....
thn stop complaining that you are not feeling well...
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--i wish to have more personal space!!!--
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as what i had type in my msg..
pls...
pls....
stop coming over to my hse..
is not as if that you dun haf or so...
i just dun understand...
7days a week...
how many days you are at home????
do i have to keep repeating it to you...
i'm really tire of it.
telling you, explaining it to you...
jsut dun help.
in that case..
do i really had to do till the extend of stopping you frm coming my hse...
not even a single day...
??????
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Buangkok and Jurong is very very the far...
is the thinking as far as?????
just wondering is RP a big big big huge huge fridge..
``hah``
feeling so sleepy....
there's ut still...
and after tt still have to rush over to work...
`sick--
better be a busy day...
or ...
mayb..
though...
it is...
but....
i'm not!!!!
``hah```
shld i laugh or cry????
thought that actually i could had early sleep last night cos i know that i will be having a long long day for the next few days...
but too bad...
i can't really sleep and when i fall asleep, i was woke up by....
yar!!!!
----------------------------
it's not that i disagree in lettting you go...
cos' i understand that ...
as mi, myself will like to go out wif my friend...
but i was just requesting to go home early ...
if..
if....
you are feeling that fantastic well...
i wun mind and care what time you will be home or whr and what you will be having...
cos i noe that you will be fine...
but..
but...
you are not....
in that case....
thn stop complaining that you are not feeling well...
-----------------------------------
----------------------------
--i wish to have more personal space!!!--
----------------------------
as what i had type in my msg..
pls...
pls....
stop coming over to my hse..
is not as if that you dun haf or so...
i just dun understand...
7days a week...
how many days you are at home????
do i have to keep repeating it to you...
i'm really tire of it.
telling you, explaining it to you...
jsut dun help.
in that case..
do i really had to do till the extend of stopping you frm coming my hse...
not even a single day...
??????
----------------
Buangkok and Jurong is very very the far...
is the thinking as far as?????
Friday, July 27, 2007
it's raining outside...
omg!!!
it's freezing down here...
---it's just like i'm "holiday'in" in POLAND.....----
tupid mi that i forgotten to bring my jacket along today..
****sianx****
connection is down again...
i can't do much research...
i only had that pathetic 3 pages of researches that i had found early on....
and tt's 3 dun really helps much!!!!!
****sobbbb****
but it's just kind of interesting...
i could log in to blogger and post...
i could vist the spree wedsite...
--`````though it's very slow```-----
i could still log in to msn live....
but....
but......
but........
i just can't do my research!!!!!
energy level: ***
went to watch 'vacancy ' last night....
grrrrr.......
freak movie that scares mi off at time....
but overall hokie lar...
at least it doesn't makes mi fall aslp...
kind of disappoint...
somehow....
***sad***
think cathay are really cutting down cost..
lesser and lesser midnight movies are showing.....
i want to watch ALONE.....
hmmmm...
perhaps...
another bah!
seriously speaking...
i need to find something to do now!!!!!!!
--^^--
***a cup of hot nutty cafe latte warm me up!!!!***
```keke```
--untitled post--
it's freezing down here...
---it's just like i'm "holiday'in" in POLAND.....----
tupid mi that i forgotten to bring my jacket along today..
****sianx****
connection is down again...
i can't do much research...
i only had that pathetic 3 pages of researches that i had found early on....
and tt's 3 dun really helps much!!!!!
****sobbbb****
but it's just kind of interesting...
i could log in to blogger and post...
i could vist the spree wedsite...
--`````though it's very slow```-----
i could still log in to msn live....
but....
but......
but........
i just can't do my research!!!!!
energy level: ***
went to watch 'vacancy ' last night....
grrrrr.......
freak movie that scares mi off at time....
but overall hokie lar...
at least it doesn't makes mi fall aslp...
kind of disappoint...
somehow....
***sad***
think cathay are really cutting down cost..
lesser and lesser midnight movies are showing.....
i want to watch ALONE.....
hmmmm...
perhaps...
another bah!
seriously speaking...
i need to find something to do now!!!!!!!
--^^--
***a cup of hot nutty cafe latte warm me up!!!!***
```keke```
--untitled post--
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
i'm a good girl!!!!
woke up early today as my dearest ah pa had wakes mi up....grrrr...
once the clock strike 7am, he will be knocking the door, pulling my legs to wake me up. grrr..As he said that i ..."YOU BETTER GO TO SCHOOL AND NOT BE LATE!!!!" so he will make an effort of making sure that i won't overslept and tahda...i will be at home... kekekeke...
but in the end, i was late still.. as due to my moring dilly dally..hahahahaha....***evil****
even so, i was only late for 1 minutes...
wahahahha...
a good improvement then...
hahahahha
java lesson..
hmmmm....rather a slack one. with martin...everything ok de lar!!!
hahahahaha....
6p showing now...
but..
kekeke..
me blogging here... tml ... will be ut again..and...this time round will be java java java...
hiax..
i don't seems to understand!!!!
dun really feel like coming to school tml.
if not of the ut, i wun be coming...
cos it will be that stupid auntie lesson...
she ..
she.....
she........
too much .....
wtf...
for my 1st time in my rp life that i got a D !!!!
****sad
i did do my rj and contribute...
but.....
hiax...
a**
just wondering... when i grow old vone day, will i be like one of those auntie(s)?????? -_'
pray hard for things to get better...
once the clock strike 7am, he will be knocking the door, pulling my legs to wake me up. grrr..As he said that i ..."YOU BETTER GO TO SCHOOL AND NOT BE LATE!!!!" so he will make an effort of making sure that i won't overslept and tahda...i will be at home... kekekeke...
but in the end, i was late still.. as due to my moring dilly dally..hahahahaha....***evil****
even so, i was only late for 1 minutes...
wahahahha...
a good improvement then...
hahahahha
java lesson..
hmmmm....rather a slack one. with martin...everything ok de lar!!!
hahahahaha....
6p showing now...
but..
kekeke..
me blogging here... tml ... will be ut again..and...this time round will be java java java...
hiax..
i don't seems to understand!!!!
dun really feel like coming to school tml.
if not of the ut, i wun be coming...
cos it will be that stupid auntie lesson...
she ..
she.....
she........
too much .....
wtf...
for my 1st time in my rp life that i got a D !!!!
****sad
i did do my rj and contribute...
but.....
hiax...
a**
just wondering... when i grow old vone day, will i be like one of those auntie(s)?????? -_'
pray hard for things to get better...
Saturday, July 21, 2007
the distance between the heart and the brain...
how i wish the distance are just 0.00000001 cm away....
at least i know what to do....
what i want...
cont. or not..
i don't know....
cont. smth seems to be not right...
not..
i dun bear to....
dun wish to........
i seems to have hurt another innocent one!
at least i know what to do....
what i want...
cont. or not..
i don't know....
cont. smth seems to be not right...
not..
i dun bear to....
dun wish to........
i seems to have hurt another innocent one!
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
***^
pardon mi for not understanding..
i just need sometime to think abt it..
it's just piss me off so badly..
Initially thought that it will be better...
but...
but.....
i just can't...
to the extend that i dun even feel like talking or thinking..
as it only burn me to the core...
i hate it!
dun tell mi i'm thinking too much....
it's only an excuses to avoid...
to mi, i just feel that smth is nt so right inbetween us and it's not i tot it will be like````
personility ???
maybe it's just like A and Z...
it might be near ...
it might be far....
i just need sometime to think abt it..
it's just piss me off so badly..
Initially thought that it will be better...
but...
but.....
i just can't...
to the extend that i dun even feel like talking or thinking..
as it only burn me to the core...
i hate it!
dun tell mi i'm thinking too much....
it's only an excuses to avoid...
to mi, i just feel that smth is nt so right inbetween us and it's not i tot it will be like````
personility ???
maybe it's just like A and Z...
it might be near ...
it might be far....
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
......
a post of yesterday..
It’s so dame meaningless, somehow or so, I just don’t belongs there...
Things are not getting any better.
Tolerance…
It’s really got too much when insult became backstab.
I was furious…
I was irritated…
The war seems to start.
What so good about gaining things which are so unreal.
Sometime people are just so realistic that they, themselves does not realize it. Of course, I can’t deny that I, maybe, sometime might be one of them too. Two more weeks, Or perhaps one… just like the start, when I had given myself one week to decide to stay or to leave.
I just totally blow up yesterday… I just can’t stand him any more… for that week, I didn’t really say much…what you want..i give…though it’s not willing…my smiles are fake…my heart had fade…but don’t force me to blow up.
Which should I choose, understanding or what I perceive???
How I wish….
Remain silent doesn’t mean that it’s wrong…
But somehow or so, I see a two side thingy…
The front and the back…
Forget it!!!
Disappointed…
Things are not getting any better.
Tolerance…
It’s really got too much when insult became backstab.
I was furious…
I was irritated…
The war seems to start.
What so good about gaining things which are so unreal.
Sometime people are just so realistic that they, themselves does not realize it. Of course, I can’t deny that I, maybe, sometime might be one of them too. Two more weeks, Or perhaps one… just like the start, when I had given myself one week to decide to stay or to leave.
I just totally blow up yesterday… I just can’t stand him any more… for that week, I didn’t really say much…what you want..i give…though it’s not willing…my smiles are fake…my heart had fade…but don’t force me to blow up.
Which should I choose, understanding or what I perceive???
How I wish….
Remain silent doesn’t mean that it’s wrong…
But somehow or so, I see a two side thingy…
The front and the back…
Forget it!!!
Disappointed…
Sunday, July 01, 2007
tuppid..
hate working!!!!
with a new manger here is not helping at all.. got to find a new job soon...
so sick and tire of everythings..
miandhim..
still feel that we had a communication break down..
somehow or so, i hate to talk to him...
he just seems to be rumping and rumping ard the clock...
somehow or so it even seems to be exaggerating...
talking to him makes mi feel so...hmmm..just not so right..
sorry i had to say that, perhaps , he gave me a feeling that he is always right...
hiax... but, i can't blame him as well... thinking back, it might be the "heads" are giving him too much pressures that somehow he's tt way whr he, himself doesn't know about it.
missingthe day whr he is just a part timer....
i don't know what I really want!!!!
with a new manger here is not helping at all.. got to find a new job soon...
so sick and tire of everythings..
miandhim..
still feel that we had a communication break down..
somehow or so, i hate to talk to him...
he just seems to be rumping and rumping ard the clock...
somehow or so it even seems to be exaggerating...
talking to him makes mi feel so...hmmm..just not so right..
sorry i had to say that, perhaps , he gave me a feeling that he is always right...
hiax... but, i can't blame him as well... thinking back, it might be the "heads" are giving him too much pressures that somehow he's tt way whr he, himself doesn't know about it.
missingthe day whr he is just a part timer....
i don't know what I really want!!!!
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