good or bad.
Sunday, November 08, 2009 11:16 PM
literally, i hurt someone i guess... =/
its wasnt meant to be that way butt butt. with my this 'character' things just goes haywire.. i feel kinda of bad about it.
i'm just sorry.. :|__but just cant really blame me. i just feel that we are two very different world apart and furthermore i just dont like that kind of feeling whereby you dont have your own stand and idea. asking friends to stand up for you. speaking up for you is not what i like about. cos i know it myself im a 大女人主义者!! i just cant stand.. :s and its just a number (which normally how do one ask for number?? he didnt even take out his phone lar!! or paper?? how should i give man! of course my asking will be wait lar! & we are working!!!.. anyway, it just give me a feeling of 'someone'..i dont mind being FRIEND. but i dont know.. maybe im just think too deep in it. =x i dont want to admit or jump into it. but it just give me that "feeling", that "situation" that i once had.. not mentioning its a good or bad one.__
however i got to say thanks as well. :D
as due to all these teases and fun. jokes and talks, i actually for that moment. that evening, all my worries and sadness fade off, without me ever knowing..maybe that's the reason why i felt so guilty/ bad about it. he's a nice guy..~ =\ anyway, what's gonna happen no one will know. 未来是未知地! be it families or friends.
---h.o.m.e is going haywiress again. hate it to the core~!! ~!@$Labels: work.
thoughts.
Monday, November 02, 2009 11:52 PM
arrrrhhhh~!!!i droppp my phonee twice in a rowwww~!!!!=((((gotten give a real good thought of what i really wanna to do.
work or study??
eve will be leaving soon.
jun will be soon leaving too.
both my so called gaki are leaving..
seriously things ain't getting any better.
without any gaki to buck up and "gang" up in this you eat me i eat you environment, i might sooner or later be a new nero pt..
thought i might be quite a loner. buttt buttt..
its saddd.
going back to school choice is only if i had the money..
getting a degree?? which is like whats everyone around me doing..
im not those study hardwork girl type but i guess this is what peer pressure meant. which actually makes me feel like going back. or im somehow sick of ft work job.
i dont know what course to take up.
i dont know what school to attend.
i dont know anything.
i dont have a P.L.A.N..
seriously!
yeahhh i dont have a P.L.A.N.
i dont have a high paid job.
i dont have a good ideal job.
i haven done with my driving lesson.
i haven settle my bills and endless of bills..
i haven go for a holi.
i haven i haven..
and worse i dont have a compatible partner!!!
**goshhhh**
guess i'll be a 败犬 in 10yrs times???
i know i know i know..
im thinking way too far again..
but but..yeahh. time flies.. saw/work elton on sat and without him mentioning, yarr its being 3yrs seen we met. when we (calvin,hs,ron,wq,mid,sharona,des,me) were still in our 10s..LOL.these 3yrs passed real fast. everything seem to be different..or it is different.
anyway!!!!lets hope and pray real hard~!!!
i will win the 4thnov09 BIG SWEEP~!!!
wahahahaha.
& i dont have to think so much~!
isn't that c.o.o.l!!!!
$.$
Labels: money or education
alone
Tuesday, October 13, 2009 10:13 PM
today's advice "spend your time alone"
=…=" indeed i had...
for dont know what-so-ever reason why, now im actually laying flat on my bed bloggerin where suppose to be enjoyin, k'in & movie'in.. cos I'M ON LEAVE TOMORROW!!!!
butt, sadded to say..im down,with very bad rash on my FACE &.. a sudden bad tummy ach.. all plans have to cancel..rest rest rest..lay lay lay is all i need..
i wanna get my life back.
ps: goin to give my dear bro a good talk tonight...i cant stand it anymore...!!! WAKE UPPP@!
Labels: life
phew~!
4:35 PM
hahahahhahaha~!!!
wahahahahahaha~~~~!!!!
its such a
relief.!heehee. xDLabels: not me.
hardwork.
Friday, October 09, 2009 10:27 PM
coffee is all i need~!
regardless of how bad my caffeine tolerance can be. but i need it~!being working rather hard these few days or i should use weeks to describe. haaha.
being working working and working.
kor side is no longer as easy as i used to be. different environment different working situation.
& i really hate CHINESE wedding!!!
all the part. the presentation where we got to Q from the shortest to the tallest, holding that BIg first dish to the respective table then to the klap'in and dividing of the foods (which im totally nuts at that) and worst.. the cutting of the fish with just spoon and fork~!!!
omg~!! i just HATE chinese wedding..
please please everyone just goes western...LOL
while..my ta li shi arm strength is no longer there! i cant really hold lots and longg.. =((
i just need more ppl to S.A.V.E me! haahaa.
ft is still as usual complex. more and more hours to be claim.. days of leave waiting for me to take!
anyway..how i wish i got to run pancake clinic everyday!!! hahahahaha~! xD
though he's mood swing come and goes.. guess i really had a
huge crush on him??? LOL. he had what im looking for!!! LOL. just that he's too old!!! hmmmmmeeeerrr...
whatever larrr!!!! hahaha.
guess everything going smooth.. just that im too tire to concentrate i guess. keep making mistake that i didnt even realise. hopefully nothing b.i.g gonna happen..haix. so coffee and milo is the magic of my life now~!
how i wish there's a starbuck or coffee bean right outside H. hahahaha. but nope..only my 3in1 waiting for me...anyway..its better than nothing..
got to work tml again..got to log off soon.. im soo into naruto!! hahaha. being watching watching.. two more esps and off to slp~! xD
ps: i didnt know my value at tagger can goes up to 15k plus plus. which i totally hasnt being touching since dunno when..hahaha. (info provided by my kor who wanted to buy me!! hahaha. too bad!)Labels: work
at this timing???
Wednesday, September 09, 2009 10:25 AM
Peeeek--Boooo..
its being so long since the last time i had blogg.
its either im too busy running about, or im just too lazy to on my lappy.
kinda of lost touch to the Internet world of .com .com .com.
misses my games.
misses my taiwan drama series~!
anyway, everything goes the same.
working sound the same. but i had seems to create a 'hack care' attitude.
i 'cant be bother' much. do whats im suppose to do and THATS it!
hahs. guess thats the only/best way to survival through..
house.
hopefully another luck will happen. cause we just missed one whom it real cheap and worth the price. but not to blame on anyy. its all about
FATE!!
one that is really for us will come soon!! =)
the only matter that cause my serious hairs fall is no others but
LOH TIAO TIAO.!!!
he's as usual the naughtiest boy~! "or i should say, it getting W.O.R.S.T"!!
save me! guess i really need to get myself a " how to be a successful dog trainer" book to train my loh tiaotiao.
both my kor and i are really lost in teaching him, asking him to do and dont!
he's really driving us nut. moreover, im kinda of busy and tire. yet after a long day back, i need to do this pack that, clear this clean that. its real tiring..
anyway, perhaps or so, guess i should really walk around boarder to get a cheap yet effective dog book. ('~')
moneyy.
i really need to
S.A.V.E!!!
i had overspent once again. and today is only the 9th!!! how am i going to survival through till the 25th. =(( *sadded** money money money money... is never enough~!
---
guess wonders and questions mark will pops out asking why am i sooo the you kong now in blogs hopping and updating my "untouched" blog. cos im really
FREE~~!!! being earning easy money for these few morning! hahaas.
i had to admit, sometime this job is really simple and nice. but sometime, it will just simply make me crazyyy.
thinking back, i had actually wan cheng one of my little ambition of being a clinical assitiant of booking appointment. LOLs. when i was young i do wish to become one whenever i visit the gp doctors. hahaha. see them chopping and writing the appt time and date on the cards look fun and simple to me~! hahaha. * i had actually tried it at home playing!* guess real world is really different from what we see.
hahahas.
ending. photos to be uploaded soon. tons tons of photos to be uploaded. heehee.
time to go poopoo. * ^-' *
im just plain lazyy. =xLabels: work.
save me.
Sunday, August 16, 2009 11:46 AM
stupid naughty LOH TIAO TIAO~~~~!!!
everythings seems to go on fine fine well..
but expect for stupid naughty LOH TIAO TIAO!
we are really out of no more ideas on how to deal with him~!
save me please!!!!
he actually pee on my HAND!!
omg!!
save me save me.
i really dunno what else can i do to LOH TIAO TIAO!!!
Labels: tiao
Monday, August 10, 2009 12:22 AM
getting abit of tire.
getting abit of sickk..
or no no no!!!
it should be..
I'm REAL tire and sick!
everything around me seems to be driving my crazyyy..
esp when the feeling of telling myslef its NOT thinkany crazyy, its just make me goes crazyyy.
seriously, when is he goanna wake up.
he's just plain, what others say, good-for-nothing.
guess i had really enough of him..
he's just living in his world of,
wake up = wow.
hungry= open mouth for foods.
tired = sleep!
money = reach out from... YAN~!
and the best thing he could ever say: "when i get my pay.. when i start working.. when i.. when i.."
and these just goes for the cycle of all 7days.
how good life can tt be yarr..!
When is that "when I..." going to be???
& of course when will he be awake and realise that things doesnt really goes that way..
what he's being doing really are they 'ALOT' ???
i'm not a money tree..
nor do i earn big bucks.
if you wants to play, please jolly well make sure that you can PAY!
if you are a big eater, please make sure that you have enough cash to eat!
S.T.O.P depending on others!
how old are you??? gosh!
sad to say, what a family i had~!im real tire!i know i shouldnt be so bad or saying such bad things.
but the pressure and the tension around is really killing me.
im really trying my best.
but..one day, theres only 24hrs for me..
theres far far too many things for me to do and thinks..
i just really need a space of my own.
do and buy things for just the god sick of a 21 should be..
do i ever had the time to envy??
bad life..
& working for the sick of money is not any helping at all..
