irr.........

bro toking over the phone wif tt guy now....i just feel tt my kor still the best...i noe tt they dun wan mi to worry...but i dun hv hearing problem or wad ...i can see and hear de....i really dunno why...life somehow sux....just pass 12 and this type of thing happen....all of us do show love and concern for each other..just tt in a diff way....i have to strong tt wad i noe...how can i let them waste or stress on my side...i have to be strong...i need to move on...here or there de i noe y they did not tell mi...not to blame them...i just hate myself...y didn't i be much more stronger...y didn't i have the courage to tell him wad i wan to say....haix...really can't image wad will happen next...i dun feel like thinking of it ...loving someone is tt mean to hurt the other side of the one....they are really too selfish...mayb they can change their job to become a fish mogan or fish seller...mayb it will be more suitable....she will nv change...yar...never....since i noe wad she actually like...both ofthem are selfish...and i dun really noe wad they are thinking of....money???body???or wad........very the funny.....and y dun she come into sense......