nut help mi wif the adaware le and vin help mi wif the wad ad awatch le.. but it does'nt seems to help. i still cant block it .. sob~~~ wad happen la.. now it's seems like getting worse le. cos i haven even log on to my sch connection and it pop up liao..arh~~ i just online onli le...sob~~~~
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things are not getting any better, hiax~~~ sis is moving out.
mayb it's also a good thing ba.
sometime or i can say, i really dun understand her. wad the hell is she thinking of?????
sicew young, everyone treat her nice and good mayb is because they treat her too good tt they have actually pamper her.
and dunno when, hmm...most probably when she reach sec sch, i also nt too sure, cos i'm still young ba. but smth like mix wif those bad company and thn..she start to have a preception tt everyone is taking advantage from her and treating her bad or so de..becaming very very the self-centered.
since young she is already like tt le... very very the at market sell fish de.. thn mi always the youngest one, following her and thn in the end we will be like fighting and quarreling. as she is jie jie wad, of course i will fellow de ma. as such, our relationship are always at the rock. even till now. or i can say worsen. is nt tt i'm immature or wad de. when u grow up, u are no longer tt little gal tt u wan ur sis to bully u or wad de.. it really pathetic as i can say. so i of course i will fight for my rights. and i found out tt my sis, is getting worse, in term of her thinking. even though, she is older thn mi by 6, her thinking is jus like a little gal. a very pamper gal. she had nt mix wif those ppl since after o or so de..so i dun think tt it influence her to this situtation.
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everythings since to be okie when we moved into this flat. thn, she noes a guy and they have being together for yrs. things started to fall apart when she broke off wif tt guy. none of us will have expcet tt to have happen as she seems to like goin to marry to him soon. but whose noes, she broke off wif him. since thn, she change alot alot...alot..hiax~~~~
tot tt she will be okie de..but, no she isn't..and i really dunno when she got this idea of, guy who are rich are good and it's a must to look for 5c guy and she can even go till the very extream of it. y knowing and goin out wif an "lao wu gui"(tt's wad dad always said
hiax~~~y my jie have became like tt... tt guy is really nt an ideal person. he has his own life and y do u have to interfer in it le. wad he say he might nt do it..y do u have to be a third party in tt way. wad's love???? he seems to be in love wif u alot, but is he really or wad ???? pls wake up la. it's so obverse tt ur younger sis can even understand tt and y can't u see the point... wad so good abt money????? ya...it can buy u alot of things..but at the samething, it is also hurting u. just because of money, u want to hurt so many ppl...inculding the person who are always proud of u...treat u like a bao de daddy....y can't u jus spare a little tot to him...he is already so old le..and yet,...i dunno la...wad u have done to him, is smth tt i will nt forgive and forget. you are just so self-centered....
you are always saying tt we are making use of u and we dun care u....wad do u see thn????wad i have seems is tt the tears in our eyes...my dad tears....can u image tt...seeing ur own dad crying sliently over wad u have done to him. he always trust u so much..so proud of u...whenever thingd goes wrg, u are always nt the one...he will always put the blame either on mi or my kor de...but u actually did tt to him.....
smth i jus wonder..y have u became into tis....u and ma is actually one of the kind ba...dun feel like understand too...when prblm occurs, ur are the first to put the blame on us and oh~~~let's go....tt's the feeling ur have given mi...
mayb my dad have really done smth wrg or so..but y do things have to be in this way le...y can't we just be stronger???? i really dunno la..how i wish i was still a little gal...saw everything, heard everything, but doesn't really knows wad is happen...still remember tt yr when i was onli k2..i still and joke and laugh abt wif my auntie...but now..i'm no longer in k2 and the histroy seems to be repeating.....jus tt my sis jus involve in it. hiax~~~
mayb she moves out it's a good things for her too ba.without experiencing it herself, she wun understand de ba...
i wun cry for her leaving..jus tt...bluffly... u have to be good boy hor..move over there le..u noe her de la.. mayb feed u for a week..play wif u for a week..thn,...hiax~~~ pon pon..i oso dunno she can ant..hmm..abt a yr le..she like nv bath my doggy before de lo..if nt her friend are meeting her at the void deck, she wun bring the dog down de...if nt the newspaper is full of shits, she wun clean de...if nt..if nt....i dunno wad will happen to fluffy....saw bluffly, tears jus seems to falling off...mayb i can onli play wif u a week more ba...doubt she noes wad game he likes to play and how to play and wad is his fav treat...all she does is....buy her dry food..thn throw there le...hiax~~~afterall, i have being training him, scolding and accompany him for abt one yr plus le ma..still remembering the first time i saw him, he was still a tiny little one...but now, noe how to bit mi le...wahaha..the funnier part..a dog tt will bit his owner...wahaha...cos i always scold him of bitting my things la, climbing/jumping the table la...anyhow bit the rubbish bin or wad de la..thn when i caught him, he will protect himself frm bitting mi...haha...stupid dog la..
anyway...be good boy k..wif my sis charecter...u sure go wif her de la..cos..she bring u back de ma..so, it's like equivalent to her's ma..her property...hiax~~~ nvm la..
good part is tt...wahahahaa... i will have my own room le...i have long for it for age le lo...just dun expect it to be in this way la...nvm..
so gals..u all are welcome to slp over at my hse le wor!!haha..and we can have our gals nite..chatting and have our Pajamas party..wahaha...
tml sch~~arh...still on holi mood ar....oppx..shld b today...kekekeke
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